Well so much for trust
I got used as a prize, I feel broken
I saw so much in you, why did I not notice
All you did was play me, with that silly token, your heart
Would you actually care if you felt what I felt? Would you realize just how
How
How painful it is? I'm trying to...
Get over it..
Is this working?
Heart? Are you becoming whole again yet?
Aug 23, 2014
Aug 23, 2014 at 9:52 AM UTC
Come back to me love
Fly to me, soar into my arms
Gracefully, will you be my dove?
Look at me with all of your charms
Come back to me
every second that I have to wait
Is every second you and I can't be
In 3 weeks time, when you come back, I will not fill with hate.
No
I will embrace your every existence
Yes
Come back to me with no resistance
Jun 26, 2014
Jun 26, 2014 at 10:10 PM UTC
Sometimes I wonder in the pits of despair.
But then I pull myself out and realize the good.
But the good fades when I think about it again.
All I can do is wonder about the stupid hormones of a teenager.
And I try to block out all of these on coming emotions with the emotion of "happiness" and "I will always have you."
All of my friends...
These good relationships...
But then you too let the hormones take over, and I just fall into the pit.
This stupid pit of despair.
I hate depression and I never want it.
But sometimes all I can do is wait... wait for the others to grow and see... what it means to have me.
And I just need to accept it, not everyone has the same thought process.
So I see the good again... and I keep on its tracks... until I slip and fall and wait and climb all over again.
But thank you... Thank you all.
Jun 22, 2014
Jun 22, 2014 at 11:36 PM UTC
Tonight the brightest star caught my eye.I just kept starring at it. No, it didn't hurt my eyes. All it did was catch my attention. The star that my eyes caught sat there. It didn't change nor did it lose my gaze. All this star has done, is kept me wondering...
Apr 26, 2014
Apr 26, 2014 at 9:50 PM UTC
All of the excitement rushes through me.
It surges through my veins and contaminates my peers like a virus.
This is a good virus.
It reaches everyone and possibly me the most. It's so fun.
My first band trip.
So many firsts as a freshman and it's all so thrilling.
It's as if we will never settle down, just keep buzzing and buzzing and buzzing and we may never stop. But we must get some rest first so we will wake up energized for tomorrow morning.
Disney World
Our magic will fill you up!
Apr 17, 2014
Apr 17, 2014 at 10:00 PM UTC
Let's put a smile on our faces
And let's go different places
Together, let's shine together
Let us shine through the crowd forever
Creating our own path
That would last for eternity
And someday when we die
We will meet again
Eye to eye
Apr 10, 2014
Apr 10, 2014 at 7:51 PM UTC
What the hell am I supposed to do?
With you used to be easy,
Meant for two.
Now it gets harder,
As the days drift by
We used to be so close together,
Why did you say goodbye?
She paints a pretty picture
But no one's there to see
She paints her tears on paper
And then she looks at me
I can't help her pain
I don't even try.
I just sit here crying,
As she dies inside.
I'm singing, "Oh, oh, oh"
I can feel her pain
To sacred to even stay
I tried to warn them all
But no one listened to me
They all ignored
While I had the key.
She paints a pretty picture
But no one's there to see
She paints her tears on paper
And then she looks at me
I can't help her pain
I don't even try.
I just sit here crying,
As she dies inside.
I'm singing, "Oh, oh, oh"
I can feel her pa-ain-ain
To scared to even stay
Too sacred to-
Save her life
Stop her tears,
They fell like waterfalls
That no one can hear.
Until they stopped-
She painted a pretty picture
But no one was there to see
She painted her tears on paper
And then she looked at me
I couldn't help her pain
I didn't even try.
I just sit here crying,
While she has gone to die.
Now that she is gone,
I hear her in the wind.
Endless cries of laughter,
Endless days of summer
Endless...days of...
Nothing to live for
Nothing to gain.
Now that she has gone away.
Nothing stays the same.
I paint a pretty picture.
No one's there to see,
I paint my grief on paper,
She cries down to me,
Tells me "Stop!"
As the paper turns red.
I see a figure
All dressed in white,
I see a figure,
Dancing through the night.
They paint a picture
of her and me
They turn around
And it's her I see and she's forgiven me.
Clouds of white
Blue skies below
I am with her.
Forever home.
Apr 10, 2014
Apr 10, 2014 at 1:09 PM UTC
I travel into the great unknown
Through kaleidoscope tunnels
In marshmallow homes
Silly putty writings
Unfold in my lap
Scrawlings from fairies
Under my hat
Bubble gum people
Walk by my stoop
They'll do it again
My day is on loop
The tea was Earl grey
Then it turned blue
I've had a strange evening
How about you?
Apr 10, 2014
Apr 10, 2014 at 1:05 PM UTC
As a kid I wondered things that I now know.
I grew up in fire and ice, also loving snow.
My brother and I have always argued,
But never have had hatred.
loving my family will be forever
We will always be glued.
When very young I had but one friend
Everyone else I just wished would end.
One day I was pulled away from the life of Indiana
No longer was I in kentuckiana.
Felt sad
Mad
Bad
Trying payback I had.
eventually I realized that this life in paradise wasn't so bad.
more friendships along the way,
paradise was a yay.
Apr 9, 2014
Apr 9, 2014 at 8:40 PM UTC
Being a leader can mean loneliness.
But being a follower could lead to having no life.
When you're a follower, you have no story to tell.
On the other hand, being a leader you will meet someone along the way, you will no longer be lonely, and you will have experiences to share with the family you create.
Find your path and go on your way,
Because when that time comes, it will be a new day.
Apr 6, 2014
Apr 6, 2014 at 3:05 PM UTC