Just don't give up on me
I need a second to breathe
I need you to see
Just how ****** up I can be.
Don't give up on me
I'm trying hard, don't you see?
I'm trying hard to be a better me.
I told you, I just need time to breathe.
You're giving up on me
Forgive me please
I couldn't be
All that you wanted me to be.
(a.d)
Jun 4, 2014
Jun 4, 2014 at 3:52 AM UTC
The twisted words claw their way into my head
planting themselves into my thoughts,
growing thorns instead of roses,
but these seeds are special.
You see, these seeds are coming from my own mouth.
These thorns are feeding on the words that slip out of my mouth,
Like a cancer cell that is constantly looking for a new cell to
feed on and take over.
These thorns rip their way down my throat,
spreading through my body
like the black plague,
feeding themselves into my lungs; making it hard for me to breathe.
Poisoning every inch of me
and in a way it is the black plague.
It’s a plague that can’t be seen.
(S.J)
Jun 4, 2014
Jun 4, 2014 at 3:48 AM UTC
He pushes me away
But pulls me right back in when he wants something
He wants to see a little skin
I gave him what he wanted foolishly thinking the boy who wanted to see me naked also wanted me as a person
I play the game waiting for someone to win
We're just going in circles
He wants my body and I want to be loved
He wants to mess around and I want someone to stay in my life
We're like fire and gasoline
I let him go trying to end this silly game once and for all
But he slithers his way back in my life
And I let him stay
I know he will never love me
I can't make him love me
He only loves my body
May 28, 2014
May 28, 2014 at 4:41 AM UTC
You left bruises on my wrists and I wore them like bracelets
The slurred and stuttered words
I'm sorry and Never again
Always spilled from your intoxicated mouth
But your sober attacks on me and wrecking ball-like-fists
Always spoke louder than your drunken words
May 28, 2014
May 28, 2014 at 4:36 AM UTC