Starving.
Aching.
Tired.
Hurting.
Lovesick.
Nauseous.
Depressed.
Lifeless.
Alone.
Hopeless.
Wrecked.
****** up.
Starving.
Dec 5, 2013
Dec 5, 2013 at 1:23 AM UTC
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Nov 26, 2013
Nov 26, 2013 at 2:49 PM UTC
I know I should be there for you,
I know I should stand up for you,
And I know I should care for you.
But how can I?
I mean after all did you ever do that for me?
When almost the same thing happened,
When everyone was against me.
You turned your back
Even after a year that still digs at me.
I tears into my thoughts.
It hurts.
And I know I'm being childish,
And I swear I truly care about you,
And I would **** anyone who hurt you.
But at the same time I enjoy it,
I like the fact that you can finally feel what I went through.
The relentless bullying,
Your friends turned enemies,
The feeling of all hope lost.
And I know that makes me a monster,
But I can't help it,
Because I have held this grudge for too long.
Nov 25, 2013
Nov 25, 2013 at 9:54 PM UTC
I've been thinking about you again.
Thinking about your smile and the way you talked.
And all the little things you used to do.
But you've moved on,
And I'm glad honestly.
I want you to be happy,
I don't want you to try to chase me.
I have no right to be upset,
But I am.
And it hurts.
I have no right because I pushed you away.
I told you no.
I've turned into the person I've always hated,
A person who only wants what they can't have.
I do this everytime.
When will I stop being afraid?
When will I grow up?
When will I finally say yes?
I don't know,
But I've turned into
a monster.
Nov 19, 2013
Nov 19, 2013 at 8:37 PM UTC
It's hard to breathe.
Waiting for a white light but there is only darkness.
My head spins.
Maybe I took too much this time,
Maybe instead of dulling the pain I ended it.
Thank God I woke up.
I don't know if I'm ready to go.
Not quite yet.
Nov 18, 2013
Nov 18, 2013 at 7:26 PM UTC
Im not afraid of the dark,
but what hides behind it.
What's lurking in the unknown,
With red eyes and sharp teeth,
Like the monsters described in fairy tales.
Im not afraid of heights,
But temptation that I might jump off.
Just to end the pain,
Once a for all.
Im not afraid of wild animals,
But of domesticated humans.
Who **** one another for sport,
Whereas animals **** on instinct
I'm not afraid of myself,
But what I might do,
And who I might hurt.
When my world goes black
And there is no one to go to.
These are my greatest fears.
Nov 18, 2013
Nov 18, 2013 at 12:27 AM UTC
If I had just ten minutes alone with you.
Oh, all the things I would do.
I would trace the lines that define your perfect figure with my tongue,
Leaving tiny lipstick stains down your abdomen.
I would kiss you softly and tenderly,
while tangling my fingertips in your hair.
I'd make you moan with pleasure,
While our tongues fight for dominance in each others mouths.
I'd hold you close,
Our bare skin touching.
Entangling our limbs together,
While tiny droplets of sweat form on your forehead.
Craving every touch
All these things I would do,
If I had just ten minutes alone with you.
Nov 18, 2013
Nov 18, 2013 at 12:08 AM UTC
My skin seems so paper thin,
So easily it takes the blade.
Hidden so no one will ask,
Because the don't really care.
This world is a joke,
People fake concern so well.
No one gives a **** about anyone else,
the only look out for themselves.
I'm guilty of this conviction,
so narcissistic and rude.
But still hating every inch of this skin,
paper thin
Nov 17, 2013
Nov 17, 2013 at 11:28 PM UTC
Skinny.
I want to be skinny.
Skin and bones,
No awkward lumps,
No pudgy cheeks.
Just beauty.
Perfect.
How am supposed to be perfect?
With societies expectations.
No more pain,
No more sorrow.
Just serenity.
Loved.
I just want to be loved.
By someone who cares.
No more loneliness.
No more tears.
Just love.
Unattainable wanting.
The only thing I feel.
Things I can never have.
Nov 15, 2013
Nov 15, 2013 at 4:54 PM UTC