A simple smile
Its all it takes
To send me to the moon
To look for the fox from Peru
And to melt the coldest of hearts
Anyone has ever seen
It’s been some time
Since we kissed the sun
And the clouds
Weep to bring us blessings
From above
In times of solitude
My restlessness grows
The more I miss you
The more I fall victim
From this never ending void
Paradoxes to send me
To the edge of the Universe
To never return
To never look back
To run away from the black hole
That is this solitude
In a world without you
Jun 15, 2023
Jun 15, 2023 at 5:08 AM UTC
I dream of you every night
I loathe the sun rise
For my time with you
Is gone when I open my eyes
You talk to me
As if I’m the only one in the world
The skies are gray
But my world is blue when I’m next to you
I want you
Like the forbidden fruits
Our forbidden love
Will never make sense
To the fools who judge
What they never understood
Nov 14, 2021
Nov 14, 2021 at 4:10 AM UTC
Is it too late?
To return to a time with you around
Is it too late?
To mend what’s been broken before
If I could turn back time
I’d feel your soft skin against mine
And watch the stars shine
Under our favorite spot
Your attention was the best part
And now it’s gone
Like the Sun at night
You’re nowhere to be found
And there’s nothing I can do about that
Sep 24, 2021
Sep 24, 2021 at 6:58 PM UTC
I know you’ve been struggling
To keep it together
Whenever the weather changes its mood
I know you’re out here wishing
You were on the moon
With no reaction to change
The wind blows with force
To move on to its next destination
And away it goes
I wish you could talk to me
The way you talk to your pillow
Always wondering why you’re so alone When you don’t allow me in
When you hurt the most
So what’s holding you down?
You can blame the whole world
For the way you are
This and that
I’m so happy and now I’m sad
And my rain clouds form
When I see you like that
I wish I could do something
I wish I could take it all away
But my ship is sinking
And you’re the one to blame
Jul 10, 2021
Jul 10, 2021 at 2:53 AM UTC
I’m so far from heaven
But also far from hell
I’m stuck in a world that doesn’t want me
And I don’t want to be here
Even less
Gloomy days lay ahead
For those that accept their fate
Living in autopilot
Believing the lies of the liars
Always afraid of the change
I try to assimilate to everyone around me
No one is ever the same
It’s hard work to be liked
When your identity doesn’t exist
I want you to notice me
But do you even know who you are?
I can spend a whole lifetime
Searching for myself
Alone in this lonely world
My mind compartmentalizes my trauma
Even then, I feel to damaged to go on
I need your love so desperately
Because without you I can’t go on
Please love me
Because your love is all I need
To fight these demons inside
I look at the mirror
To see if today is the day
You’ll finally love me
Better luck tomorrow
Today has been marred by self doubt
Jun 30, 2021
Jun 30, 2021 at 8:14 AM UTC
You can offer me all the riches in the world
And from time to time I’ll get tempted
To sell my soul
But whenever I think of you
I remember my simple words
Time is the most valuable thing
In this whole wide world
All I need, is you by my side
Let’s go out and have good time
By the sun
The beach is vast and I hope today will last
But if it doesn’t
At least we had some fun
The blacks from your eyes
Move from left to right
What do you have in sight?
Can it be me?
Or just a blank stare into the night sky
You think you know me
But you’ll know me better
When the rain has settled in
And you’ll stare at my soul
In between the sheets
You can offer me the riches of the world
But nothing compares when I see you smile
And if you don’t today,
Then at least we’ll have tomorrow
But one day you’ll hold my hand
And forget and let go of the past
Because all we have today,
Is all the time In the whole wide world
May 30, 2021
May 30, 2021 at 11:46 PM UTC
I think about you
Even when I don’t want to
I don’t think you think about me
Otherwise you’ll call me
During the most ridiculous hours of the night
But I think about you day and night
I think about you
Even when I’m dead at night
But you won’t think about me
And that’s completely fine
May 15, 2021
May 15, 2021 at 12:43 AM UTC
Oh hunny
We’re so different and yet the same
We move like the moon and sun
Everyone thinks we’re crazy
As we move 671 million miles per hour
Some say we light up the world
While other want to see us burn
Oh huney
Nobody knows me like you do
You treat me as I’m the only one in the world
But you’ve been distant
Like you’re in another world
Oh honey
You’re barking up the wrong tree
You left so long ago
All the wounds have sealed
And while you regret that day
There’s no turning back
We’re past the point of no return
Oh hny
You’re just a distant memory
I wish you the best
What we had was special
But my real love has arrived
And it’s time you let me go
May 9, 2021
May 9, 2021 at 4:01 AM UTC
My heart feels heavy
It must be Tuesday afternoon
My eyes seem so ******
And my skin has turned to blue
I dream with the jellyfish
Existing with no direction
Heading to the point of no return
I wish I could see the singularity
Of a supermassive black hole
What’s gotten into me
I’m here waiting for someone to notice me
I’m scared to open my mouth for help
Thinking no one will answer if I yell
So for now I’ll hold my breath
Below the pools of disparity
I spent my mornings alone
Wishing a world without you
While the world continues without a care
This self pity that I have built for myself
It’s getting kind of old
So I seek for my next move
I’ll continue life
A life without you
May 8, 2021
May 8, 2021 at 10:26 PM UTC