Mom always said
You reap what you sow
Maybe god mixed up my garden
Dec 11, 2018
Dec 11, 2018 at 1:01 PM UTC
How can I fight when there’s no longer something to refute
What I thought could be
Had crashed down from the skies
Leaving me on the ground
Laying next to shards
Fragile remnants of a previous magic
Hope
Of all the things I imagined myself doing
This was not one
For I lacked the creativity to believe I would fail
And overflowed on the confidence that I deserved better
What a fool I was
To believe that life would favour me
Aug 17, 2018
Aug 17, 2018 at 12:32 AM UTC
No matter how much I try to push past you
I can’t
Physically, I’m unable to walk away
Incapable of accepting the new me
Something is holding me back
Yet I refuse to believe I’d stay
Not for something this dark
Maybe there’s no glimmer of light
After all
Jun 25, 2018
Jun 25, 2018 at 10:15 PM UTC
They say scars are ugly.
They tell us to cover it up as if it's shameful to have one.
But scars are proof that we overcame a battle,
And though we had been wounded,
We survived.
The stories behind scars proved that
We did not stay in ruins after chaos.
We got up and started to build an upgraded version of ourselves.
And those scars are reminders that
We can grow stronger throughout our journey.
Each scar deserves a place in this life.
So we can look back at it
As if one looks at a masterpiece displayed in the finest museum.
Aug 3, 2017
Aug 3, 2017 at 12:00 PM UTC
Does not buy happiness,
It gives you a moment of euphoria,
But it does not fill the empty void in your heart.
It is the key to salvation,
Without wealth, you are nothing.
Aug 1, 2017
Aug 1, 2017 at 1:21 AM UTC
Today,
I don't feel at ease.
What was anticipated, extinguished.
Aug 1, 2017
Aug 1, 2017 at 1:19 AM UTC
Now that I think about it,
You weren't that great
You were there for me
But presence doesn't mean much
You comforted me
But hollow promises hold no value
None of this was as bad
As when you distanced yourself
You stopped putting in the effort
So I tried twice as hard
You walked away, not looking back
As I drowned and gasped for air
The crazy part is
The air in my lungs changed me
My vision got blurry
But everything was more clear
A realization appeared
You were no longer there-
I could finally come up and breathe in
The air.
Aug 1, 2017
Aug 1, 2017 at 1:18 AM UTC
You sauntered into my life as if it was yours; a birthright
You've turned my life upside down; yet this is not a love story
Laced with poison, is the wine we drink together
Gone, are the vows you made to me
Dark, is the bright future I once had
The light flickers, I hear a noise
You're home
You smile today
You take me up the stairs
A surprise for me, you say
I come to my senses
It's my time to surprise
This might hurt
My condolences.
Jul 29, 2017
Jul 29, 2017 at 2:18 AM UTC
I look up
at the stars,
and sometimes I
think of all
the parallel
universes and
hope to ****
I’m doing better in
one
of them.
Jul 11, 2017
Jul 11, 2017 at 4:20 AM UTC