you never got to see that one show you wanted to.
that album you wanted?
what about the sunrises you promised yourself to see?
the new drink you always wanted to try
the fun pranks you were going to do.
the memories.
the stars you never got to gaze upon any longer.
it's funny, huh?
that the stars we once looked at together
are now the only reminders of you.
are you happier up there?
can you see me?
can you forgive me?
how can i let go
when
every
little
thing
reminds me?
7d ago
May 28, 2026 at 5:22 PM UTC
That uninterested
Face
Of yours, the bored tip
Of your toes
You can
Take my heart
You don't know this
It's take number six
Time has stopped…
We're moving forward
With
Maximum power
I clearly ain't a bad kid
I'm organizing my room
One by
One,
Baby where you at?
May 20
May 20, 2026 at 6:26 PM UTC
shoulders.
heavy.
crushed.
even if I cant'.
bearing the weight
of too
much.
the throat.
raw,
painful,
tired of begging and pleading
tired of
talking.
hands.
they're
bruised.
weary.
but I'll tell myself
that
I can bear
more.
I can be
stronger.
May 20
May 20, 2026 at 6:23 PM UTC
everything.
in my life,
everything
seems to just have been
handed
to me.
yet i forget.
i forget that
everything i have
was at the expense of something else.
i wish
that i
can be
more
grateful.
Apr 26
Apr 26, 2026 at 7:52 PM UTC
I do love life
At times.
Things happen
That can change my outlook
But I scarcely admit
I kinda love my life.
I can't admit
I love my parents
Because
Too much
Has happened.
I try sometimes,
I really do love them mostly,
But something
Gets my throat
Stuck.
I
Just
Can't.
Apr 23
Apr 23, 2026 at 11:30 AM UTC
The light?
I have
Never
Thought
About that.
In my room,
I thought
I was
Fully
Aware.
Hmm.
I guess
Perhaps
I was subconsciously dead.
I was trapped in my mind
Apr 20
Apr 20, 2026 at 10:05 AM UTC
myself.
i want
to let myself
grow.
to feel free,
to feel alive.
Apr 19
Apr 19, 2026 at 11:00 PM UTC
Pain
Good,
Or bad?
Or one of those million shades of grey?
Now tell me
Why?
Why is there pain?
Why do you enjoy it?
Tell me,
How does pain help?
In a world of shattered glass,
What would you do
With those shards?
Apr 14
Apr 14, 2026 at 11:43 AM UTC
Shadows,
Do they follow you, or do you follow them?
Are they alive?
Creeping around the corners of your mind,
Clouding up your thoughts.
Are they tangible?
Real?
I wouldn’t know.
I’ve lived with them too long,
It's a part of me.
Shadows
Do they follow you, or do you follow them?
Apr 14
Apr 14, 2026 at 11:42 AM UTC
It was months ago.
So why
Why can’t you handle it still?
Why are you still having flashbacks?
Why are you letting it affect you?
Why is everything a trigger?
Why
Are you so weak?
Apr 14
Apr 14, 2026 at 11:41 AM UTC