you never got to see that one show you wanted to.
that album you wanted?
what about the sunrises you promised yourself to see?
the new drink you always wanted to try
the fun pranks you were going to do.
the memories.
the stars you never got to gaze upon any longer.
it's funny, huh?
that the stars we once looked at together
are now the only reminders of you.
are you happier up there?
can you see me?
can you forgive me?
how can i let go
when
every
little
thing
reminds me?
6d ago
May 28, 2026 at 5:22 PM UTC
my best friend is texting my ex
they’re gonna try to be “just friends”
can she not see how f-ed up this is to me?
how blind can she be?
my best friend forever?
forever's a stretch
cuz i kinda resent her
cuz she’s hurting me like no one else could
and i’m trying to forgive and forget
like i should
but she's so optimistic and so opportunist
a snake in the grass,
tell me,
how does she do it?
and now i'm confused,
thought friends have your back
she's always making passive-aggressive attacks
tell me, what are friends for?
when they’re the reason you’re crying on the bathroom floor?
“just friends” you say
but that’s nothing new
i used to be “just friends” with him too
7d ago
May 27, 2026 at 2:11 PM UTC
when people ask me questions
their voices are under a guise
of thinly veiled
contempt,
pity,
and/or
disgust
is it cOnTaGiOuS?
what h a p p e n e d ?
are you
o
k
a
y?
endless,
inevitable
q s
u n
e o
s i
t
May 22
May 22, 2026 at 10:11 AM UTC
For all the times you've hurt me
Under the guise of good reasons
Crying in my room until I couldn't breathe
Knowing you messed up, invading when I didn't say a word
Yawning and stretching the next morning like nothing had happened
Once, no, more, I've considered bad things
Unlimited reasons why I can hate you
May 22
May 22, 2026 at 10:10 AM UTC
That uninterested
Face
Of yours, the bored tip
Of your toes
You can
Take my heart
You don't know this
It's take number six
Time has stopped…
We're moving forward
With
Maximum power
I clearly ain't a bad kid
I'm organizing my room
One by
One,
Baby where you at?
May 20
May 20, 2026 at 6:26 PM UTC
shoulders.
heavy.
crushed.
even if I cant'.
bearing the weight
of too
much.
the throat.
raw,
painful,
tired of begging and pleading
tired of
talking.
hands.
they're
bruised.
weary.
but I'll tell myself
that
I can bear
more.
I can be
stronger.
May 20
May 20, 2026 at 6:23 PM UTC
R - Really nice and loves Steel Ball Run apparently (he'd probably want me to include that i do too, yet i don't)
A - Actually needs to sleep less and continue having bad posture so that he never gets taller
T - Tries his best to cheer people up (and it always works)
May 20
May 20, 2026 at 6:21 PM UTC
i was thinking
about doing something stupid
but then
i got an email from
you
"you're a cool person
thank you for everything"
i was going to make a joke
but suddenly
i felt that i shouldn't
and inexplicably
i didn't want be stupid anymore
instead
i wanted to cry
May 20
May 20, 2026 at 6:20 PM UTC
just finished crying
it's weird when i was because now i'm thinking,
was it worth it to cry over that?
over them?
they were both making me so ******* mad
they still are
i hate both of them right now
i probably won't tomorrow
for whatever reason...
i know i won't
i want to
but then again,
i want a lot of things
i want to scream, "fuck you,"
to everyone and everything
that's ever hurt my friends
i want to burn it into the minds
of people i should love
yet i don't
not right now, at least
i might do it tonight
it's so hard
to hold on
i can feel my grip on life
slipping between my fingers
like water
or sand
i know a lot of you would probably want me to keep holding on
but is it so wrong of me to admit
that i actually can't?
that i'm weak and tired?
it's not just what happened tonight
it's what's been happening
for years
goodbye, i hope
May 20
May 20, 2026 at 6:20 PM UTC