The tranquility of it all;
the failure to see it,
the failure to notice it.
Blind by deception,
blind by illusion.
The blinding of oneself
...self torture...
Nov 8, 2020
Nov 8, 2020 at 10:42 PM UTC
I’m screaming,
I’m yelling,
I’m kicking,
I’m grasping,
yet no one can hear me...
Oct 29, 2019
Oct 29, 2019 at 4:17 PM UTC
But why are we so caught up on depending our happiness on others?
why can’t we be happy because we decide to?
We consistently make people our only source of happiness
and we are consistently heartbroken when they let us down...
Nov 9, 2018
Nov 9, 2018 at 2:25 AM UTC
You are emotional
incapable of being loved
and
incapable of loving
so I don't get why
you are always wondering
why people hurt you
...
Nov 9, 2018
Nov 9, 2018 at 2:03 AM UTC
you can’t love someone like me
someone so poisonous
who will ruin everything good in your life
you can’t love someone like me
someone without remedy
you can’t love someone who isn’t capable of loving . . .
Aug 24, 2018
Aug 24, 2018 at 2:38 AM UTC
I try to put my thoughts and words together, in hopes that you can feel me
May 7, 2018
May 7, 2018 at 11:14 PM UTC
These bad thoughts suppresses me
The grasp of reality is leaving me
Why the **** won’t these thoughts leave me alone
I’m hungry
Hungry for some reality
Hungry for some sanity
May 3, 2018
May 3, 2018 at 7:11 PM UTC
Depression wasn’t a joke to me
Yet I laughed about it
Depression wasn’t a joke to me
Yet I made jokes about it
In fear that someone might ask me why I had it
In fear that someone would tell me the constant phrase “just get over it “
As if it was that easy
As if I had it because I wanted it
May 3, 2018
May 3, 2018 at 6:55 PM UTC