The tranquility of it all;
the failure to see it,
the failure to notice it.
Blind by deception,
blind by illusion.
The blinding of oneself
...self torture...
Nov 8, 2020
Nov 8, 2020 at 10:42 PM UTC
I’m screaming,
I’m yelling,
I’m kicking,
I’m grasping,
yet no one can hear me...
Oct 29, 2019
Oct 29, 2019 at 4:17 PM UTC
In your darkest days
I became your light
But in mine you
Never were
I wonder.
Apr 14, 2019
Apr 14, 2019 at 11:56 AM UTC
But why are we so caught up on depending our happiness on others?
why can’t we be happy because we decide to?
We consistently make people our only source of happiness
and we are consistently heartbroken when they let us down...
Nov 9, 2018
Nov 9, 2018 at 2:25 AM UTC
You are emotional
incapable of being loved
and
incapable of loving
so I don't get why
you are always wondering
why people hurt you
...
Nov 9, 2018
Nov 9, 2018 at 2:03 AM UTC
you can’t love someone like me
someone so poisonous
who will ruin everything good in your life
you can’t love someone like me
someone without remedy
you can’t love someone who isn’t capable of loving . . .
Aug 24, 2018
Aug 24, 2018 at 2:38 AM UTC
*I woke up extra early
To pick wildflowers from the meadow
I gathered goldenrods and roses
And picked some baby's breath
I watched the dewdrops scattered
Across the blades of grass
I watched the colors of gold
And lavender infuse the morning sky
I took a piece of baby blue ribbon
And tied it around my flowers
To hold your special bouquet in place
For this is your last bouquet here
And this is your special day*
~Marian~
Jun 9, 2018
Jun 9, 2018 at 12:26 AM UTC
I try to put my thoughts and words together, in hopes that you can feel me
May 7, 2018
May 7, 2018 at 11:14 PM UTC
These bad thoughts suppresses me
The grasp of reality is leaving me
Why the **** won’t these thoughts leave me alone
I’m hungry
Hungry for some reality
Hungry for some sanity
May 3, 2018
May 3, 2018 at 7:11 PM UTC