a little tear across his face
took the place
of the smile on his face
to erase
the trace
of happiness
and grace
was like taking everything he knew
off of his face
but they did
adopted
in a world of hate
you are not loved
you are
adopted
and it matters who adopted you
but your friends don't understand
that some times
an adoption
could be a man and a man
they ripped his heart out like it was nothing
because of a different way of living
living in a world of
****
not living in a world
of people
living in a world
were people can't live their lives
and we all live in evil
no matter what form
so he went home
with his own blood on his shirt
crying out for his dad(s)
they could not understand him
through his tears
but what he was saying was:
**what's a ***
May 16, 2014
May 16, 2014 at 10:53 AM UTC
before you can learn to love yourself
you must first self-destruct
you must tear yourself apart and feel pain pulsing
in your blood, like toxic waste
before you can learn to love yourself
you must first know
how it is like to hate yourself
and every moment
until you want to erase every trace of yourself
from this planet
before you can learn to love yourself
you must learn to hate yourself
because they are two sides to the same coin
but some never get there
some end up six feet under, buried under
cruel human beings who pretend to care
but never do.
May 16, 2014
May 16, 2014 at 10:52 AM UTC
nine months ago,
it was a cut, a tear
and then i'm me again
now, i'm tears on four am nights
and it won't go away
i'm angry, and sad then angry again
i'm not me
and i don't know where to look
May 16, 2014
May 16, 2014 at 10:51 AM UTC
Forever is a punishment
That even I once loved.
The thought of being with you
The thought of living with you.
Everything is not as it seems.
I fell in love with a rose,
And didn't realise
The thorns would ***** me.
The path we chose wasn't easy.
We vowed to fight.
Till death do us part,
Till the very end.
Everything seemed right,
Through the rose tinted glasses.
The romance,
The love.
But when reality hits,
And things really change.
The glasses are off
And I see your true face.
You changed,
Like a chameleon
On a branch or a leaf
You changed so much,
That I don't recognise your face
Iv fallen for a monster,
That ***** the life from me.
Yet still I love him so,
How can this be?
If forever is a punishment,
With him I'll tolerate it.
Live through the days of pain,
What will ending it gain?
Forever is a punishment,
That sounds so sweet
The truth behind it all,
I am yet to see.
May 16, 2014
May 16, 2014 at 10:50 AM UTC
Anger is an emotion;
a feeling that takes over.
I push it down,
saying "No, i wont let you."
But it just mocks me with it's evil laugh.
You trigger it,
you just don't know,
that you're the match that lights my fire,
and she's the cold to keep it down.
I am an mount of flesh,
holding in so many emotions,
but the ones that are the most,
are the ones you shall fear.
Because one day,
she wont keep them down,
she wont be around,
and when they day comes,
you better beware.
For, on that day,
My anger,
My Fire,
is going to ignite.
May 16, 2014
May 16, 2014 at 10:47 AM UTC