So alone
so lost in this world of longing.
I can't breathe- oh how heavy my chest is,
how heavy my burden.
How can I shed my cloak?
Flee these tormenting shadows?
He was all I had.
He was my hope.
We built our dreams,
we built our future.
He knew my limits
and he threw it all away.
Shadows,
they are whats become of me-
fading from the sunlight,
melting into memory.
Mar 23, 2016
Mar 23, 2016 at 1:30 PM UTC
The secrets you hold
you hold so dear
are eating you
from the inside
You cannot bear
to tell the truth
so bear the pain
you brought unto you
little do you know
i know the truth
and the truth pains you
and still my lips stay pursed
Mar 22, 2016
Mar 22, 2016 at 10:41 PM UTC
She is as alone
as a tree in a rain forest.
I am as alone
as a cactus flower in a desert.
She is different
because of her friends.
I am different
because I am myself.
Mar 22, 2016
Mar 22, 2016 at 10:40 PM UTC
Old memories
but time to
make some more.
Hesitant to move on,
because the Future
makes no guarantee.
Happy memories
to linger on
but the Future
is persistent
so we move on.
Mar 22, 2016
Mar 22, 2016 at 10:36 PM UTC
Happy valentines day
my love,
although you're far away
I'll send this to you by dove.
I miss you
and I can't wait to see your face
I hope you miss me too
how our meeting day comes with such slow pace.
Happy Valentines Day
my love,
and I just have to say
too bad I don't own a dove.
Mar 22, 2016
Mar 22, 2016 at 10:32 PM UTC
Here I sit alone and lonely
But I'd rather be by far
Most folks I'd like to push off a cliff
Inside a burning car
To ahead and judge me
But do it from over there
Because I'm half past give a ****
And frankly I dont care
You can think I'm crazy
I'm probly mostly insane
It comes from living the life I've lived
Filled with heartbreak, sorrow, and pain
My mother always told me
Don't play with fire you'll get burned
But I guess I was so stupid
It took years of scars to learn
Mar 22, 2016
Mar 22, 2016 at 10:23 PM UTC
My life is a dream,
so when I dream
it's a dream within a dream.
I see my angel
soft feathered wings
and a bright white smile.
I like to imagine
that its the face of God
visiting me in my only solace.
But each night, when I smile back
the dream shatters
and I waken to my living nightmare.
Mar 22, 2016
Mar 22, 2016 at 10:15 PM UTC
On my nightly stroll
I glance up at the moon
Shining like a white hot coal.
Reflecting lake, I see the sky-
Above, below, and all around.
Mar 22, 2016
Mar 22, 2016 at 10:10 PM UTC
Sweet grandma
Brush my hair
Sing me a lullaby
To put me fast asleep.
Sweet grandma
Feed me
Clothe me
Keep me warm and content.
Sweet grandma
Take me places
Buy me souvenirs
Show me the world.
Sweet grandma
Show me love
Show me peace;
Show me you.
Sweet grandma
Show me-
Show me your love
For that is all I really need.
Mar 22, 2016
Mar 22, 2016 at 10:06 PM UTC