sara-murphy - Hello Poetry

disbelief as the words come out the world starts to move in slow motion your thoughts turn like gears in a clock as you try to comprehend the news finally, you put meaning to words being said numbess at first denial follows close behind the possibility was always there but thoughts were never suppose to turn into reality then it hits you all at once you crack like an egg under pressure the questions running through your mind anger now races through your veins a feeling of betrayal and abandonment now all there is left to feel is sadness

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Apr 5, 2012

Apr 5, 2012 at 2:09 PM UTC

sara-murphy

bad news

disbelief as the words come out the world starts to move in slow motion your thoughts turn like gears in a clock as you try to comprehend the news finally, you put meaning to words being said numbess at first denial follows close behind the possibility was always there but thoughts were never suppose to turn into reality then it hits you all at once you crack like an egg under pressure the questions running through your mind anger now races through your veins a feeling of betrayal and abandonment now all there is left to feel is sadness

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racing steadily down until one day you drop.

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Apr 4, 2012

Apr 4, 2012 at 9:57 PM UTC

sara-murphy

Downward

racing steadily down until one day you drop.

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Challenged by life To keep breathing When my greatest desire Is to stop breathing Challenged by people To put on a smile When shedding a tear Would be simpler Challenged by school To care about my future When the idea of a future Makes me cringe in my seat Challenged by society To be thinner, prettier, better When fat, ugly, and useless Is what I really am Finally, challenged by myself To work harder and be perfect When I know that the inevitable truth is Failure at both

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Mar 26, 2012

Mar 26, 2012 at 1:58 PM UTC

sara-murphy

Challenged

Challenged by life To keep breathing When my greatest desire Is to stop breathing Challenged by people To put on a smile When shedding a tear Would be simpler Challenged by school To care about my future When the idea of a future Makes me cringe in my seat Challenged by society To be thinner, prettier, better When fat, ugly, and useless Is what I really am Finally, challenged by myself To work harder and be perfect When I know that the inevitable truth is Failure at both

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Everyone asks why Why must I hurt myself? Why don't I stop? Why does it give relief? I ask myself what What is wrong with me? What is it about the blade, That keeps bringing me back? What did I do to end up like this? Questions I am unable to answer All I can say is it helps

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Mar 26, 2012

Mar 26, 2012 at 1:55 PM UTC

sara-murphy

Questions

Everyone asks why Why must I hurt myself? Why don't I stop? Why does it give relief? I ask myself what What is wrong with me? What is it about the blade, That keeps bringing me back? What did I do to end up like this? Questions I am unable to answer All I can say is it helps

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Tortured by her own soul Trying to break free Of this hell she is trapped in Screaming for help Can anybody hear her? Will anybody save her? Or will she leave this hell For a place unknown Just to escape her own mind

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Mar 26, 2012

Mar 26, 2012 at 1:41 PM UTC

sara-murphy

untitled

Tortured by her own soul Trying to break free Of this hell she is trapped in Screaming for help Can anybody hear her? Will anybody save her? Or will she leave this hell For a place unknown Just to escape her own mind

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across or down immense weight is carried on this decision of direction to be healed of insanity temporarily or eternally

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Mar 26, 2012

Mar 26, 2012 at 12:12 PM UTC

sara-murphy

the decision

across or down immense weight is carried on this decision of direction to be healed of insanity temporarily or eternally

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Drowning in a sea of gray No way to feel No tears to be shed No laughter to ease the dullness Nothing but gray A hint a red breaks through A way to feel Something other than gray Temptation is great Suspense grow Pick up the blade The release you need From the never ending gray Blade to skin Nothing to do now but fly Red crashes through Breaking down the wall of gray Pain, relief, regret, shame Feeling Isn't that what you wanted?

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Mar 26, 2012

Mar 26, 2012 at 9:58 AM UTC

sara-murphy

Sea of Gray

Drowning in a sea of gray No way to feel No tears to be shed No laughter to ease the dullness Nothing but gray A hint a red breaks through A way to feel Something other than gray Temptation is great Suspense grow Pick up the blade The release you need From the never ending gray Blade to skin Nothing to do now but fly Red crashes through Breaking down the wall of gray Pain, relief, regret, shame Feeling Isn't that what you wanted?

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