I lost you
One day you weren't there anymore
And nor by night
Sometimes I dreamt about you
Tiny things I've almost forget
In some other recurrent dream
I saw you backward seeking in the see
While running towards him
He turned
And that face was nothing like his
He came back
Back to my days and my nights.
Not as the presence he was
But like a kind of personified absence
And I don't know him
I don't know him at all
May 28, 2014
May 28, 2014 at 7:44 AM UTC
Grey as the sky crashing against the pavement
Loud as rain exploding in the curbs
Cars driving fast
Drifting
Without knowing they are lost
People walking face to face
Never touching each other
Ignoring themselves
Maybe they think
Their time is precious
But they all wrong
Dizzy lives
Lives that work for money
Money used in buying things
Things necessary to earn more time
Buy a car that drives faster
Earning time
Buy an oven that cooks quicker
Earning time
But wait
Time for what?
Time for earning money to buy things to obtain time
May 20, 2014
May 20, 2014 at 1:34 PM UTC
If the world had one less body
And one less broken heart
If the world lost my soul
And had it torn apart
If this life was empty
And I didn't know who sent me
If I had a calling
A person to catch me when I'm falling
If I owned the universe
And kept it in my purse
If I could catch stars
And sail them afar
If I could swim to the bottom of the lake
And choose which path to take
If I could fly on borrowed wings
And know what the morning would bring
If I couldn't talk with my lips
And I could only speak when I kiss
If I could dream in black and white
And hold you close through the night
If I could let my stresses go
And would swim with the flow
If I had a rule book for life
And didn't die during the night
If I had a world with pictured glass
And it was one that wouldn't last
Would you miss a world without me?
May 19, 2014
May 19, 2014 at 1:09 PM UTC
Home, which had always meant security
was now a cell.
Days, which had always promise eternity
were now empty.
Life was a closed room
with no windows or doors on it.
There was a road.
In other times I thought it leaded somewhere.
It has already no end.
I lost my wings.
Or maybe I never had wings.
Maybe I'm condemned
Maybe I will always have to be me.
May 19, 2014
May 19, 2014 at 1:06 PM UTC
I was the Sun
You were the Shadows somewhere else
I was the wind
You were a dancing flag between the trees
I was alone
And then you arrive
And I didn't want to be alone anymore
I wanted to be Us
And since this moment
This fragile moment
I wasn´t
And you weren't
But we
We were
May 19, 2014
May 19, 2014 at 12:40 PM UTC
I can't believe how amazing you are. You're the only person who's made me feel this special in a long time [delete]
are you sure you just want to be 'friends', I think I'm in love with you [delete]
can I have a goodbye kiss? I love your kisses, they taste like summer [delete]
I wish you would just say "Hi" to me in the hallways [delete]
that girl you always walk with is beautiful, I can understand why you didn't want me [delete]
when you told me I was beautiful and **** and all you would ever want, was that all a lie too? [delete]
I got a mosquito bite today and it reminded me of when we slept outside and were attacked by them [delete]
it smells like the nights we spent together [delete]
one, two, three...I've lost count of how many drinks are for you [delete]
I wish you thought about me as much as I think of you [delete]
why are your words stuck in my head [delete]
I was naive and young, I'm sorry I actually thought you loved me [delete]
it's been months since the summer nights we spent together. please tell me you miss me. [delete]
my chest hurts. my heart aches. everything about you from the way your lips tasted to how I got chills down my spine from just one touch makes me want to explode [delete]
the blood running down my wrist contains the words you said but never meant [delete]
May 19, 2014
May 19, 2014 at 8:49 AM UTC
i like my body when it is with your
body. It is so quite new a thing.
Muscles better and nerves more.
i like your body. i like what it does,
i like its hows. i like to feel the spine
of your body and its bones,and the trembling
-firm-smooth ness and which i will
again and again and again
kiss, i like kissing this and that of you,
i like, slowly stroking the,shocking fuzz
of your electric furr,and what-is-it comes
over parting flesh….And eyes big love-crumbs,
and possibly i like the thrill
of under me you so quite new
May 19, 2014
May 19, 2014 at 7:51 AM UTC