You do not know pain
I repeat
You do not know pain
Not until you have watched the words "I do not care"
Fall out of the lips of the person you hold most dear
You do not know pain
Not until they look at you and smile
While you fall apart
You do not know pain
Not until they act as if the world is well
As yours comes crumbling around your feet
You do not know pain
Not until they have nothing left to say
Letting you pour yourself into apologies you have no right saying
You do not know pain
Not until they ignore your very presence
As you walk around turning into the ghost they want you to be
You do not know pain
Not until your love and your heart belong to such a cold soul
A cold soul that once warmed your insides and reminded you of hope
You do not know pain
Not until they steal your last ray of sun
And give it to someone who once meant nothing when you meant the world
You do not know pain
You do not know Pain
Nov 3, 2014
Nov 3, 2014 at 5:32 PM UTC
She was born to my mom, with tiny fingers and hands two
Little hairy, big eyes, lashes pretty and ****
I saw her through glass doors and window panes
Wanted to touch her, hold her, squeeze her like an insane
She kicked her legs quick, crawled, the toddler was wise
Innocence blinked from her beautiful eyes
Raw words blurted out of her mouth
"Deedee, Deedee", louder her shout
Carry her around in my arms everywhere
Tell her a short story, round bed we’d share
Made her do all the naughty things
Break some rules, climb up the grills
I played music of an odd band
She tapped her feet, and clapped her hands
Adorable dress I’d make her wear
Barbie doll, so pretty and stare
Seven pony tails, for fun I tied
Few small fights over which we cried
Hot chocolate every night we share
Never knew so much you would care
Don’t ever stop dancing my little Sis
Swing along the wind, pace brisk
I’ll be here if you need to fall back
Hold your hand tight and never slack
You’re my best friend, you’re my soul
Two of us make best of all
In you a little I live
Luck knew what it had to give
Seeds we sow, little plants we grow
Always know, I love you so
Nov 3, 2014
Nov 3, 2014 at 5:03 PM UTC