What if you wake up one morning and realize you've made a huge mistake?
Aug 10, 2015
Aug 10, 2015 at 1:24 AM UTC
i. I woke up with your taste in my mouth and your hands on my hips and I turned to you only to become starstruck for the thousandth time.
ii. I've always prayed that boys see nothing in me except pure lust, with you I want it to be everything but.
iii. Our love is soaring elevators in a dead city and brownie batter on Saturday afternoon. You're afraid of heights but you still stood with me on the edge of the highest parking deck.
iv. You call me beautiful and I am starting to believe it.
v. The mountains are calling but so are your lips. I wish I was able to reach both but my arms couldn't possibly stretch one hundred miles.
vi. I am terrified to give you my heart but for the first time it isn't because I fear I will leave.
Aug 10, 2015
Aug 10, 2015 at 12:49 AM UTC
Call me baby and tell me that when you look at me you see nothing but the stars. I want to awaken in you a fire that you've never felt before but I can't help but feel like I'll leave you scorched to the bone.
Jun 7, 2015
Jun 7, 2015 at 11:20 PM UTC
"i just want to be held right now."
"stop being so needy lol"
Jun 3, 2015
Jun 3, 2015 at 1:41 AM UTC
you say things are spiraling down but honestly i can't remember the last time they were looking up.
Jun 3, 2015
Jun 3, 2015 at 12:42 AM UTC
it's like i'm falling through the earth's atmosphere at an alarming 847 miles per hour and there's absolutely nothing to catch me or to break my fall. i'm not exploding, nor am i crumbling into pieces, but i am heading for certain death at an unsettling rate and i can't do anything about it. everything is flashing by in a blur and i am barely conscious yet entirely present and i can't help but feel like it's all my own doing.
Jun 3, 2015
Jun 3, 2015 at 12:41 AM UTC
from the auditorium to the top of the playground i've been overcome with pure anxiety and no matter how hard i try i can't censor their harsh tones and bitter words spitting out like fire in the room adjacent to mine and i wish i could close my ears just as i shut my eyes.
every syllable is replaced with a scraping fork on a plate and i wish you were here to hold me, but instead you cater to frustration and embody anger and i wish there was some way i could help.
Jun 3, 2015
Jun 3, 2015 at 12:36 AM UTC
I want to fold you up and save you for a rainy day, so that when the lightning strikes my calloused fingertips it will ignite a spark that burns across the entire east coast and the thunder that follows will match our quickening heartbeats.
When I was a child I would cower under the covers until the storm blew over but now I welcome you like a dusty game of monopoly under a pounding tin roof and I don't care if the power goes out because there's enough energy between us to keep the skyline lit for days.
May 30, 2015
May 30, 2015 at 9:32 PM UTC
It's as if each night I toss and turn once more than the last.
as if each night I contemplate and calculate the chance, the risk, and the hope of falling back into you.
as if each night in my dreams I hear your name more than my own breath and it's as if each night is spent with your memory etched into my brain just as it is etched into this paper and I might sound crazy but I'd give anything to look into those shaky eyes and promise you the world one last time.
Apr 23, 2015
Apr 23, 2015 at 11:55 AM UTC
Don't you dare fall in love with her.
Our love is what calms the seas; our love is what stills the earths crust; our love is what prevents flames from igniting the entire west coast and if you fall in love with her...
If you fall in love with her the skies will gray and the flowers will wilt, roads will crack, planes will crash and buildings will collapse - but only in my world - because you turn my clocks and you keep my time and I am going crazy without you here and I just hope she makes you happy.
Apr 23, 2015
Apr 23, 2015 at 11:51 AM UTC