Wasting time, thinking you do the same
Eating the crumps of the unfinished feelings you gave
Am I even a piece of your life to complain?
Or just a place you vent to dump all your shame?
I do know that to you, I was just a name
Searched for me only to lock me in your lonely cave
And after all that, you'd still think you're brave
But you'll always stay the same
Nothingness, a cracking soul that's lame
Jun 25, 2025
Jun 25, 2025 at 8:01 PM UTC
The grief in me is swallows the air I breathe
Crawling, dragging me into its built of guilt
Behind its door of agony
I grind my teeth
Plucking the soul that wiltled
What a waste for the core you kept
I stand at the abyss
with boxes of the life I left
bourid her beneath
and let her rest
Jun 23, 2025
Jun 23, 2025 at 9:57 PM UTC
The handwriting warm glimpses
Pushes the grief that always follow
The charge you consume
Plucks the soul you Bloom
the cold it holds beneath
drugs the ill that scars beneath
standing there with the whisper of fales that overwhelms
And and it grows until there's nothing underneath
May 15, 2025
May 15, 2025 at 4:59 PM UTC
A lost soul
Drifting through this place, searching for a warm door
One that will let her in, to fit in, to lay in
tries its hardest to figure things out, out there
But it’s easy to see
It’s not fair
Not being able to drown in
To smell the scent of this secret sin.
May 14, 2025
May 14, 2025 at 10:44 PM UTC
Laying on the floor
Thinking of all I've done
Only to realize that I did none
She spoke,she broke, and wished the mourning was gone
Will she stay stuck in between?
Lying, trying and failing , still unseen
Acting as if her soul's a great machine
Fruitless labor, day by day , where's my green?
Apr 20, 2025
Apr 20, 2025 at 2:55 PM UTC
Why does it not moving at all?
Dancing through, below the stomach's ache
What's the point of it crawling freely at my property?
The bitter taste stays,
The thorns of its touch, I feel it constantly
Will it carry me away?
Says I belong to its vehemence,
Lurking coldly within my skin.
Tempestly, with safety it gives,
The empty storm it will bring
The second skin it has built,
Trying to escape it, but its in me, living,
Mostly, its me.
Apr 16, 2025
Apr 16, 2025 at 9:35 PM UTC
In front of me, can't hold it
Appears to me, can't catch it
Filling the silence that it caused
The weight it holds, I choked
Having it within the soul it once woke
The cloudy dust
ink of dawn
the chain,all I gain
stuck in its stain
Walking its endless road that it booked
It Devours the edge, hollow
Felt crawls till its marrow
Apr 14, 2025
Apr 14, 2025 at 1:47 AM UTC
I feel its acidity doesn’t go away
It touches me beneath my skin with its aches on my cheeks.
The warmth stays in my veins it hasn’t gotten cold,
Nor is it freezing.
The scent of its stillness, the scars of it remain,
Drifting in the absence of security.
And it rises within my soul like the touch of eternity.
Apr 13, 2025
Apr 13, 2025 at 10:45 AM UTC
an uncontrollble bug roams freely inside,
feeding on the remnants of my restless dreams
until it ruins them
leaving countless leftovers behind
Apr 13, 2025
Apr 13, 2025 at 10:41 AM UTC