Looking at you is looking in the mirror.
There aren't enough words in the English language to explain
the spirit
the soul
the beauty
of you.
Too Young, Too Critical
You took everything so seriously.
Not much has changed.
I wish you saw yourself,
I wish you looked in the mirror,
and realized the person you were.
are
You didn't need to be so sad Sahra.
Life can be so beautiful.
Mar 31, 2020
Mar 31, 2020 at 5:14 AM UTC
My eyes are hot.
Why are they so hot?
tears, their streaming down my face.
WHy?
This problem, equation, function.
It is so confusing.
I don't get it.
I don't get any of it.
I hate taking test.
Why are my hands shaking.
Its just a test..
Or is it?
Is this my future.
My hearts in my throat,
Can this all just disappear.
Can I
Why am I so bad at this.
School test life.
I can't focus
Everythings crushing down on me.
I can't breathe
I can't
I
Dec 8, 2015
Dec 8, 2015 at 12:39 AM UTC
To be the admirer was familiar
To always love but never loved.
Now,
The roles have switched
And I don't know what the hell I'm gonna do.
Nov 30, 2014
Nov 30, 2014 at 12:31 AM UTC
I'm not afraid of death.
But I don't want to die
But dying seems relaxing.
And that scares me.
I do want to live.
i think
slowly slipping from reality.
Too damaged to deal.
Too tired.
I just need one thing.
One.
Glimmer of hope.
Please?
contradiction...
I don't even know what I'm thinking anymore.
Jun 18, 2014
Jun 18, 2014 at 3:12 AM UTC
I'm going crazy.
I really am.
Everyone else is happy.
But I'm just pretending.
I can't be strong anymore
Its so hard...
I keep everything in.
But how long?
How much longer?
I just want to cry.
No ones here for me anymore.
Or maybe they were never there.
Jun 18, 2014
Jun 18, 2014 at 2:58 AM UTC
Red.
A tub of red.
She took the pain away.
It was so easy.
Why didn't she think of this before?
It was too easy.
No one was there for her...
But when she's gone.
When she's gone
They'll all say they were her best friend.
So close.
Everyones so stupid.
And liars...
Jun 18, 2014
Jun 18, 2014 at 2:54 AM UTC
Dark place.
and everyone who said they'd be there for me isn't.
So **** you.
I needed you.
You're too selfish to know.
You think your life is hard.
You couldn't handle in mine.
Sometime I wonder if I'll make it out alive...
Ha.
Jun 18, 2014
Jun 18, 2014 at 2:50 AM UTC
I love you
I love you so much
I love you I swear.
I'd die for you.
I love you don't leave
no, no, no
What did I do!
Babe, I promise don't leave!
Please!
Stop stop stop!!!
Wait. Who are you?
Jun 8, 2014
Jun 8, 2014 at 11:28 PM UTC
They use to say I love you.
I hope no one ever hurts you.
They'd just met, but it was love.
Right?
Well the doll was never loved, but this had to be it.
She was happy.
Right?
She'd never felt happiness before though, so this had to be it.
She was a good doll.
Right?
She'd always try to help...
She wanted to wipe the tears of the hurt. She'd put them before her.
They were her best friend.
Right?
Or maybe that's just what she would tell herself...
Stop. Don’t question yourself!
She wanted to be good and happy and loved.
I just want to be happy
So even though something was wrong it was ok.
R i g h t ?
W r o n g .
Sometimes you can be used to much... ya know?
She still felt empty.
But that's normal, right?
She's a doll.
They don't have feelings.
Right?
Wrong.
She's cracking. Again. It's not working. This isn't happy. The twinkle in her eyes dimmed.
She is crumbling bit by bit.
I told you. Haha.
Reality hit her with a blow to the face
I LoVe YoU, Doll.
I hope no one ever hurts you.
Jun 8, 2014
Jun 8, 2014 at 11:20 PM UTC