Here I am
sitting in the dark.
I'm waiting for you to reply,
but I'm getting nothing - as usual.
I don't think you know,
know hos much I desire you.
We've always been close,
but now it feels like you don't know who I am.
I hurt.
Really hurt.
All I want is you,
right here and right now.
And while I'm sitting here,
waiting for you,
you're sitting at home
and not thinking at me at all.
I miss you more and more every day.
Sep 27, 2016
Sep 27, 2016 at 5:04 PM UTC
The worst thing about the kiss,
is that I'll never be able to fell it again.
For you it was just a fun night,
but for me it was a perfect night.
Your lips on my lips...
I've been craving for this for so long,
but now I regret it - so much.
It broke me...
May 13, 2016
May 13, 2016 at 2:38 PM UTC
We made a promise to each other.
You promised me,
that you'd never replace me,
and you'd never ignore me.
But here we are,
not talking to each other.
You left me...
And for her?
Now I'm just thinking;
what did I do to deserve this?
May 13, 2016
May 13, 2016 at 2:34 PM UTC
I remember our first kiss.
You were so desperate.
You were on top of me.
I didn't want to kiss you,
because I knew it would cause trouble.
And it did.
I fell for you, really hard.
But for you,
I was just a kiss...
Apr 5, 2016
Apr 5, 2016 at 9:26 AM UTC
I saw you today.
I'm so hurt.
All I want to do,
is talk to you.
But you seem like
you don't care.
I can't read you.
Do you care?
Do you want
me in your life?
Or is it just over?
Mar 30, 2016
Mar 30, 2016 at 7:37 AM UTC
I miss you
everyday.
I miss the old times
where we were just friends.
We aren't friends.
Not anymore.
We had something
so special.
But you destroyed it.
You broke me,
you broke my heart,
and you definitely broke
my trust.
I can never trust you again.
Mar 25, 2016
Mar 25, 2016 at 4:09 PM UTC
*It's holiday
Now I can heal the wounds
Which you gave me
Not so long ago
I won't have any tears
Hiding behind my eyes
Just because of the reason
That I saw you pass by
I won't have this awful feeling
Of something heavy
Stepping on my chest
Who knows
Maybe I'll finally be able
To get some rest
The fact that I
Don't have to see you
Means that I can start to forget
And reset myself
Back to before we even meet
But don't begin to think
That I hate you
I'm just hurt
And hurt feelings
Are hard to show in a positive way
But the fact that I am
Angry, bitter and sad
Is only a confirmation
Of how much
You actually means
To me
Or else
I wouldn't even care
To waste all this energy
On those feelings...*
Mar 25, 2016
Mar 25, 2016 at 4:02 PM UTC
The worst part,
of being replaced,
is when you realize,
that you never were
the first choice.
When you realize,
that you were just
a title.
You never really were
his first choice.
He just used you,
to make his true
first choice
jealous.
Mar 22, 2016
Mar 22, 2016 at 7:47 AM UTC
Love. What is love? How is it to be in love?
I'll tell you.
Love is great. You're happy - constantly.
Rainbow colored butterflies,
flying around in your belly.
All you can think about is him,
which constantly makes you happy.
Every day you'll walk in the hallway,
with the biggest smile on your face.
Everyone will notice how happy you are.
You're happiness will affect them too,
or most your closest friends,
because they know why you're that happy.
But all of a sudden, it can turn all the way around.
He can make you miserable.
Every time you see him,
these butterflies fly around in your belly,
but they're not rainbow colored anymore,
they're all dark and twisted.
You'll lie all alone in your bed - crying.
Because he's the worst person in the world.
He made you believe,
that you two had a chance.
A chance to see all of the light together.
But his only purpose was to make you
miserable.
Mar 21, 2016
Mar 21, 2016 at 6:36 PM UTC
And she cried
Because the way she loved you
Broke her own heart
Because she could never forget you
Because even though time is suppose to heal
It just feels like it's tearing her apart more each day.
Mar 21, 2016
Mar 21, 2016 at 5:35 PM UTC