I Find Myself Crying All The Time
I Find Myself Covered In Tears
I Find Myself Losing Me
Why Does It Always Have To End This Way?
Why Can't It Turn Out To Be Good?
Where Can I Find These Answers?
In Midst Of All This Chaos
I Get Up And Dress Up
And Head Straight Into My Life
As If Nothing Is Wrong
As If Everything Is Fine
Who Am I Fooling
The World Or Myself? ? ?
Though My Heart Is Screaming With Pain
I Still Manage To Smile
But It Hurts, It Really Does
It Is Driving Me Insane
But Then Again, Here I Am
Back To The Square One.....
Apr 10, 2018
Apr 10, 2018 at 2:15 AM UTC
Do You Know How Much It Hurts When You Push Me Away Every Time?
What Is It That I Did Wrong?
Is Loving You Without Any Condition My Mistake That You Are Keeping Me At A Distance?
Do You Even Have Any Idea Of What I Am Going Through?
I Just Wish I Can Explain It To You
But The Moment I Start Doing That, I Don't Know Why It Doesn't Turn Out To Be Like It Should!
Is It My Heart That Is Incapable Of Love?
Or Is It Me Who Is Not Suitable To Love?
Whatever The Reason, My Love Turns Out To Be Useless In The End! ! !
I Wish I Could Give You Everything The Way You Like It
I Wish We Could Be Together The Way I'm Hoping
I Wish You Come To Me The Way I'm Yearning For You
I Wish... I Wish... I Wish...
Only If I Could Wish For It
But It Is Too Late Now
You Are Completely Out Of My Hands
My Body And Mind Have Given Up Running Behind You
But What Should I Do When My Heart Is Not Ready To! ? !
My Heart Is Crying Out So Loud
But Its Cry Is Unheard To Your Ears
Then How Can I Confess That I Love You? ? ?
No More Words Left To Express Anything I Feel
I've Grown Numb Now
I'm Sorry I Couldn't Be There For You, My Love
I'm Sorry I Couldn't Stand Up For You, My Love
I'm Sorry That I'm Letting You Down, My Love
I'm Sorry That I'm Leaving
Though I've Been Loving You From The Very First Moment
I've Been Dying Every Second Waiting For You
I'm Afraid That My Wait Is Going To Go In Vain
And I Don't Want To Witness Such A Day
So Goodbye My Love.....
Apr 9, 2018
Apr 9, 2018 at 4:51 AM UTC
When You Were Sad,
I was There
When You Were Crying,
I was There
When You Were Broken,
I Was There
When You Were In Pain,
I Was There
When You Were In Despair,
I Was There
I Never Failed To Be There For You, No Matter The Situation
I Never Left You, Even When You Pushed Me Away
I Made Sure I’m Always There When You Need Me
But, Why Is That, In The End
I Am Unnoticed To Your Eyes
My Love Is Untouched To Your Heart
My Care Is Unfelt By You
But Still I’m Unable To Get Away From You
I Just Don’t Want To Leave You To Suffer All By Yourself
I Just Can’t Bear To See You Like That
Though I Don’t Expect Anything In Return From You
It Still Hurts To Be Invisible In Your Life!!!
Please Tell Me How Can I Fix This?
Only If There Was A Way To, Though.....
Apr 7, 2018
Apr 7, 2018 at 1:27 PM UTC
Though The Days Are Passing
The Mornings Remain Dark
Though The Eyes Are Open
The Heart Remains Closed
Though The Clock Is Running
The Time Remains Stopped
Everything May Feel Meaningless
Anything May Look Pointless
Nothing May Appear Priceless
But Don't Be Disheartened
Don't Lose Hope
Your Breakthrough Is Almost There
Waiting For You To Reach For It
Because You Are Made To Shine
Brighter Than The Brightest Star
The Moment You Realize This
It's The Dawn Of A New Hope
In Your Life..........
Aug 21, 2017
Aug 21, 2017 at 9:09 PM UTC
I Was In Darkness
Suffering With Pain
When You Came Into My Life
With A Ray Of Which Is Meant To Shine
I Couldn't Believe My Eyes
And What I Was Feeling
So I Kept On Asking Myself
'Are You Sure You Are Not Dreaming? '
I Was So Happy
To See Things Turn Around
But There Raised A Situation
Where I Had To Stand My Ground
You Might Feel It Was Intentional
But Believe Me It Was Purely Circumstantial
I Wish You Were Here To See What You Are To Me
But Then Again I Can't Just Make You See
I Wish You Realize How Much You Are To Me
But Then Again I Can't Just Make You Notice
All These Might Be A Just A Couple Of Words To You
But It Is My Heart Which Is Pouring Out Here
All This Might Be Just A Drama To You
But This Is My Life That Is On Line Here
I Really Don't Know How To Make You Understand
When You Are Strongly Fixed That I Will Never Understand
But Still I'm Glad I've Fallen For You
Because You Are The Best Thing That Happened To Me
Nevertheless I Just Want To Let You Know By Saying This
That You Are The Unexpected Love Which Swept Me Off My Feet! ! ! ! !
Aug 12, 2017
Aug 12, 2017 at 10:10 PM UTC
Every Step I Take,
I Face Rejections
Every Place I Go,
I Find Traitors
No Matter What I Do,
People Mock Me
No Matter Where I Go,
People Judge Me
I Feel Like I'm Drowned In Darkness
I Feel Like I'm About To Go Insane
With All This Confusion Around Me,
Just When I Feel Like I'm Going To Explode
I See A Bright Light,
A Light Of Hope,
A Light Of Strength,
A Light Of Courage
It Never Fails To Fill Me Up With A New Zeal Of Life
Your Smile Is That Light In My Life! ! ! ! !
Apr 1, 2017
Apr 1, 2017 at 3:33 AM UTC
Love
For Not The Beauty
For Not The Riches
For Not The Fame
But
For Who They Are
For What They Are
For The Beauty Of Their Hearts
This Is True Love
Not The Love Which You Find These Days
But The Love Which Was Lost Long Ago
Somewhere In The Midst Of This Fake Love And Betrayal
In This World Of Only Pleasures But Not Happiness! ! ! ! !
Apr 1, 2017
Apr 1, 2017 at 3:32 AM UTC
I Remember
The Day I Saw You
I Was Numb
I Was Speechless
As Though I Was On A Stand Still.....
As Though The Time Has Stopped Running.....
As Though The World Has Stopped Spinning.....
Everything Around Me Vanished
But I Stood There
Trying To Understand
But I Couldn't Figure Out
Why There Was Only You Standing! ? ! ? !
Even Though It Was The Darkest Black Background I Have Ever Seen
But The World Was Still Very Beautiful With Nothing But You In It! ! ! ! !
Apr 1, 2017
Apr 1, 2017 at 3:28 AM UTC
I Don't Know The Reason
Why I Was Born
Why I Am Still Alive
Why I Am Not Dead Yet
But
I Know This That The Only Reason
Why My Heart Is Still Beating Is Because You Are In It
I Don't Want To Miss Even One Beat For One Second Also
Because I Don't Want To Live In This World Without YOU! ! ! ! !
I Love You Forever Till My Last Breathe Dear..........
Apr 1, 2017
Apr 1, 2017 at 3:27 AM UTC
Life
Is A Journey
Is A Circus
Is A Drama
Is A Celebration
Is A Party
Is A Meeting
Life
Is Full Of Hi And Hello
Is Full Of See You And Bye
Life
Has Both Good And Bad
Has Both Rise And Fall
Has Both Holy And Evil
Has Both Hot And Sweet
Has Both Cold And Warm
Has Both Anger And Compromise
Has Both High And Low
Has Both Wide And Narrow
Has Both Rich And Poor
Has Both Near And Far
Has Both Light And Dark
Has Both Sunshine And Rainfall
But In The End
Life Is Just A Journey
Nothing But A Rare And Mere Experience
Just A Combination Of Antonyms And Synonyms! ! !
Apr 1, 2017
Apr 1, 2017 at 3:26 AM UTC