I miss your warmth, your touch, your nearness,
I miss the solid figure I see in the darkness,
When I wake at night.
I miss your warm breath,
On my ear when I'm drifting in and out of sleep,
And I miss your hand, lazily resting on my leg when you wake during the long night.
I miss your presence, your comfort, your breathing,
I miss the way you make me feel less alone when I need it
Aug 21, 2016
Aug 21, 2016 at 7:29 PM UTC
When the day comes to an end
And the muscles in my body are relaxed and ready for rest
I no longer have to think of the day ahead
And my brain seeks thoughts of the life I may come to lead
All I can hope is that I find happiness in whatever I do
I know that sadness is enivitable
Whether it be the loss of a loved one
Or, less poingant, a disappointing grade,
I'll know inside there are happier moments to come,
The sadness is temporary, and with effort and positivity,
it will fade
Aug 21, 2016
Aug 21, 2016 at 7:20 PM UTC
hands
That burn into my skin with the fire of a thousand suns.
Engulf me in your heat and blind me with the bright flames in your eyes.
Singe my tongue with your soothing warm breath.
And please,
Will you smile at me with your eyes?
Look so deep
That you can see through my skin and into my vains,
See my hot blood rushing to the surface when it senses we are touching.
But at the same time,
Please,
Freeze my whole body,
And stun me as your fingers trace my skin,
Like beautiful icicles brushing against the window to my soul.
Make my ears shiver at the slow sound of your heart,
And melt my lips as I kiss where it beats
Oct 24, 2015
Oct 24, 2015 at 7:26 PM UTC
I had to look up
the word
'dating'
on Urban Dictionary
because I didn't know
what we were,
what we are.
And it said things like
'a socially acceptable
form of prostitution' and
'feelings of
puppy love that usually
dissolve
in a few weeks'.
But this is
not
puppy love.
This is not going to
dissolve or
fizzle out or
whatever,
you're not a
fizzle
you're a *******
fireworks display.
And you turn
everything in my head
into this
multi-coloured
turbulence and
I can't keep up with
how much I
adore you.
But the thing is
I don't know
if your view
is as good as mine.
What if you're
looking at something
a little less
beautiful.
What if I'm your
fizzle.
What if I'm as
temporary
as the flame you use
to light the
cigarettes
you find more
addictive
than my touch.
If that's the case
I'd rather
I left you
craving.
Because
if I'm your flame
you're my
forest fire
and you're burning
it all down until
the only thing left
standing is
you.
And I'll walk for
miles across this
carpet of ashes
just to feel the
softness of your skin
against mine.
And I'll cough
and I'll splutter
on toxic smoke
but you'll just
breathe it in because
you never realised anything
was even
lost.
You don't see me
crawl
you just know that
I'm here,
I'm here
I made it
I'm yours
I'll always be yours
because there's
nothing else
left.
And maybe
I can be
content with that
if only
you will see
that
you could burn down
everything
and I still
wouldn't put you
out.
Jan 3, 2015
Jan 3, 2015 at 8:12 PM UTC
Is it possible to fall in love with the same person twice?
I think I have.
Just a look from him can plunge my heart deep into a place where new, unfound love exists.
A place where I feel like I'm falling all over again,
Into his beautiful mind,
His captivating soul,
His otherworldly features
And a foreign place,
where it is only we who understand
the language of our adoration and desires
Jan 3, 2015
Jan 3, 2015 at 8:02 PM UTC
I do not believe in soul mates - that there is a being on this earth for you and only you.
Love is a matter of circumstance, timing and the feelings that are developed with these.
But I do however, believe that sometimes we fall in love and think 'this is it'.
This happens only once.
we are not meant to spend our lives with everyone we fall in love with.
But when you get that 'this is it' feeling, when you truly feel that -
That is the closest thing to 'soulmates' anyone can get.
Jan 3, 2015
Jan 3, 2015 at 7:38 PM UTC
In the dark I can find your lips
I know exactly where you are in space
You're breathing is quickening
And I'm breathing you in
I just need you everywhere
Skin on skin yet not close enough
Can you feel my heart beating for you?
I can't focus on anything except you
The way you keep looking at me
Makes me feel invincible
Can you taste the desire on my lips?
The pain in my heart
Please don't ever stop
Nov 9, 2014
Nov 9, 2014 at 6:13 PM UTC
I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.
I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.
I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where.
I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride;
so I love you because I know no other way
than this: where I does not exist, nor you,
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.
Oct 28, 2014
Oct 28, 2014 at 6:52 AM UTC
I want you to know
one thing.
You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.
Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.
If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.
If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.
But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine
Oct 28, 2014
Oct 28, 2014 at 6:51 AM UTC
I remember falling prisoner to the sweet
Deep space of your eyes.
Like mine were shooting stars,
Racing towards the constellations in yours,
Seeking out,
A way into your being.
The first time I tasted your lips,
It wasn't long,
As short as a life seems,
When compared to the forever of our earth.
But how I craved them until the next time,
Oh, how I crave them even now,
When I have kissed them,
so many times since.
And now,
we have our little universe.
You awakened
A cold star,
That now burns so fiercely,
In the flame of your
Love.
Euphoria,
You have changed me so,
Yet I have never been so close,
To my own soul.
I love you, my love.
I the earth,
And you the sun,
Warming me,
Treasuring me.
For this is how I want it to stay,
For a long time.
Your light is the only one I seek,
And I the only place,
For it to shine.
Oct 28, 2014
Oct 28, 2014 at 6:30 AM UTC