I remember when we broke up
The door closed and the tears poured
You last words rang in my ears
Over and over how you miss the goodbye kiss
But I'm over here wishing to turn to mist
My heart shattered for the first time that night
But I was unaware of journey that began that night
May 14, 2019
May 14, 2019 at 1:25 PM UTC
Trying hard to forget you
Trying hard not to say your name
Or even remember your smiling face
The pain i feel in my heart is slowly tearing me apart
I don't know how this all started but i know how it will end
I feel the tears falling down my face
Just like how the stars shatter in space
Nov 8, 2018
Nov 8, 2018 at 12:29 AM UTC
Even though i am sad
I remind myself that i am me
And that is all i ever hope to be
Nov 6, 2018
Nov 6, 2018 at 11:38 PM UTC
The door is locked and im banging just to get out
The walls are closing in and im screaming my lungs out
Its so dark since the light has been snuffed out
I can't breathe! i can't breathe!
Please someone get me out
God please help me out
But he's been long gone since the fear Spread it out
Why is this happening, why me
I been good for so long but now my lungs want to bust out
The cuts are reappearing
The blood is pouring out
I just want one day for the voices to calm down
I just want to live but They keep egging me on
"No one loves you, no one cares
Let your heart stop now"
This depression it urges me to call out
But who is there to hear you when the darkness stomps you down
Nov 3, 2018
Nov 3, 2018 at 12:27 PM UTC
How lucky am i to see the sun today
Lucky to hear the birds sing along with the buzzing of the bees
Lucky to feel the wind tickle my cheeks
Lucky to smell the ocean breeze and feel the sand beneath my feet
How lucky am i to feel alive and full of glee
Nov 2, 2018
Nov 2, 2018 at 12:27 PM UTC
It hurts to know you aren't here anymore
To not feel your lips move across my neck
And up to my lips
It hurts to know that I'll never hear "I love you"or all those sweet lies you once told me while smiling at me
It hurts to know that I'll never feel the warmth from your embrace
Since all i know now is the cold from you not being here
It hurts to know that you are dead and gone.
But I'm still stuck here wishing i was still with you.
Nov 1, 2018
Nov 1, 2018 at 1:25 PM UTC
I wish i could take back the words that were said
They hurt more than they should have
Our friendship crashed into the void of silence
For what? For a meaningless object that has little to no value over what was losted
I wish i could rewind time and fix what is now broken
The tears that swell up and the heart break deep in my chest
Sep 15, 2018
Sep 15, 2018 at 10:02 PM UTC
Is it something that can make us feel that
time has slowed down when we look at someone?
Is it something that makes us feel that the world is crumbling at our feet?
Is it something that can make it so hard for us to breathe that feel that our lungs are about collapse?
Is it something that can make you feel that you finally found the one thing that makes you feel that you are finally complete?
Love is the one thing that can make you feel happy, sad, hurt and complete at one time after another
Jun 18, 2018
Jun 18, 2018 at 10:25 PM UTC
How lucky are we to have an angel like you
Your beautiful smile that can make us us feel joy
Your beautiful thoughts that can change any mind
Your beautiful voice that can make us cry
But like any angel you were needed home
No more tears for you to cry
No more pain to keep you up at night
No more evil thoughts that keep your mind locked up tight
Our beautiful angel so sweet and pure
No longer in this world that is so dark and cruel
Jun 18, 2018
Jun 18, 2018 at 9:05 PM UTC
Beautiful flower poem in japanese:
Utsukushi hana:
Utsukushi hana no yona
Sore wa chimei-tekina kakusa reta toge o motte iru
Utsu no o matte iru
Umareta bakarita jinsei o shuryo suru
Hayai, sore o haishutsu suru
Sore ga kanso suu tame ni
Jinsei o mite kare
Fuyu wa kono michi o kuru toki,-suki
Katsute atatakakatta subete no seimei o korosu
Sore wa taikutsu ***** ita toyuu riyu dakede
Sono utsukushii hana
Sore no tame ni jinsei
Meiwakuna hachi no yona monodesu
Oct 19, 2013
Oct 19, 2013 at 10:49 PM UTC