All this time I never stopped myself.
I never thought "Is there something wrong with this?"
Friendships come and go don't they?
What's so different about this one.
Because there was no closure, no answers.
But I'm tired of this game, whatever game it is.
I might have been the only one who felt this way, who cared too much.
I might have even thought this was a story in some book and we were the protagonists.
I think I read too much. Maybe watch too many movies and shows.
But this is life.
I should have moved on.
It'll be nice if things become clear one day, I'll be around.
But I won't be running after you anymore.
Feb 10, 2014
Feb 10, 2014 at 11:43 PM UTC
"Maybe if you weren't the way you are, these things wouldn't happen to you."
Guess who said that.
Would you believe it was my mother?
In a time so dark, my life spiraling downwards.
Did she mean it was my fault?
I was the cause of my own misery?
I made people say awful things to me?
If it was so easy to change, don't you think anyone would?
Did you truly believe people are just stubborn enough to put up with pain?
I never knew love was so wrong.
Jan 8, 2014
Jan 8, 2014 at 12:33 AM UTC
Can we go back
Just two little girls
Be my best friend again
Jan 4, 2014
Jan 4, 2014 at 1:20 PM UTC
I'm done calling people friends
They'll only act for their companions
I'm sick and tired of it
Thinking we're your great buddies
Laugh at your pals
But you won't out yourself
Get off my back
That's it
I'm done
Go back to being fake, kid
I bet you didn't think we'd walk
Where are you now?
Without us there
We have each other
You have no one else
Nov 22, 2013
Nov 22, 2013 at 11:18 PM UTC
Last night I broke apart
Last night he saw
The rush of memories were simply too much
Last night I let you back in
Last night I couldn't stop any of it
Yet he stayed quiet as I sobbed, letting my words sink in
Last night I cursed myself
Last night for the first time in a long while, I let my frustration out
Repeating three words, "I miss her"
Nov 14, 2013
Nov 14, 2013 at 11:30 PM UTC