i'm alive.
i'm sixteen and smart enough to have realized that i am never going to be as young as i am today.
i am roughly five thousand four hundred and eighty days into my life & i know that that number is never going to get any smaller.
just in the same way that i had my period two years ago & the doctors say
"rooke, it may come as a bit of a disappointment, but you're probably never going to get any taller"
i'm going to stay four foot nine.
and just because that number signifies that i can't ride a roller coaster at six flags
doesn't mean i'm not going to have a good time.
because i've got other things going for me.
Aug 8, 2017
Aug 8, 2017 at 10:56 PM UTC
i don't wanna overdose on anything
unless it's
**** & confidence.
Aug 8, 2017
Aug 8, 2017 at 2:28 AM UTC
i think i like vomiting because it gets my
insides out.
i don't have to scream. i don't have to shout.
all i do is drink.
Aug 7, 2017
Aug 7, 2017 at 8:01 PM UTC
i dislike attachment.
conformity like the majority of the rest of the level-headed, well-rested.
i choose not to be particularly interested in anything related to the correspondence of two human beings.
Aug 7, 2017
Aug 7, 2017 at 7:58 PM UTC
i aspire to write great poetry,
where words carry the remains of the inconsolable population inked with misery.
i've bathed in the conclusion it's the only factual part of me.
concrete & sturdy.
practitioners drain me of life then use my own words to keep me strapped & straight on a gurney.
& then they carry me away.
Aug 7, 2017
Aug 7, 2017 at 7:52 PM UTC
i won't deny the fact that i've indulged in their words.
pulled myself up off the ground and shook of the ******** absurd kinda whatever-the-fuck they throw at me.
and although i've dipped my toes into the negativity, you're crazy if you think i'm planning on playing the victim.
Aug 7, 2017
Aug 7, 2017 at 7:30 PM UTC