Did you notice I didn't talk?
Did you notice I didn't smile?
Did you notice my dull eyes?
Did you notice my distant stares?
Did you notice my silent cries?
Did you notice my earphones always there?
Did you notice my work degrade?
Did you notice I started to fade away?
Did you notice I needed you?
Did you even care?
I was depressed and you didn't notice.
Oct 29, 2015
Oct 29, 2015 at 12:03 PM UTC
I am an angel,
So soft yet stong,
Ready to meet my Savior,
For so very long.
I am an angel,
Ready to go home,
Wanting to get off this world,
Away from the pain that still grows.
I am an angel so kind and sweet,
When I meet my Savior,
Right at his feet,
I will bow on my knees.
I am an angel,
So very true,
The marks I bare,
Tells my pain all too well.
All angels mark,
Because they want to go home,
Away from the earth,
Away from pain, and hurt.
There are many angels,
Alot on the earth,
With the same marks,
The same pain, the same hurt.
We all are ready,
To go back to home,
So we get rid of the pain,
Heartbreak, and sorrow.
When you see a marked wrist,
Or hear the word,
Don't laugh at us,
Don't mock or curse.
We have enough pain,
As you can already tell,
Just let us be,
Let us be free..
Oct 29, 2015
Oct 29, 2015 at 11:16 AM UTC
There's still an empty space
where there should be a heart
From all the words you used,
hoping to tear me apart
There's still a *giant ****
in the back of my spine
From the knife you stabbed
while looking in my eyes
There's still all these holes
in my chest
From the shotgun trigger pulling
when you left
Oct 26, 2015
Oct 26, 2015 at 11:37 AM UTC
**BUT YOU HAVE TO STOP TELLING PEOPLE,
THAT NO ONE WILL LOVE THEM UNTIL THEY START LOVING THEMSELVES.**
**YOU HAVE TO STOP PLANTING THIS IDEA IN PEOPLES BRAINS THAT THEY ARE UNWORTHY OF LOVE,
JUST BECAUSE OF THEIR OWN STRUGGLE.**
Oct 25, 2015
Oct 25, 2015 at 11:33 AM UTC
She loves me,
she loves me not.
She loves me,
she loves me not.
Tick, tock,
Tick, tock,
Time keeps moving,
Why can't it stop?
She's in your mind,
You miss her so,
More and more,
As time flies by.
You think about her,
Day and night,
You try to stop,
With all your might.
All it does is hurt you more,
The pain of heartbreak,
Of your first love,
Forever lingers,
Only to hurt you forever more.
Every time she enters your mind,
The pain comes back,
Ten fold this time.
As everything reminds you of her.
Tick, tock,
Tick, tock,
You look back up
at that old clock.
Another hour has gone away,
You have thought about her again,
For every single second that day....
Oct 3, 2015
Oct 3, 2015 at 10:13 AM UTC
My heart is a flame, & fire is dangerous. Please do not play with it. You have been warned. Proceed at your own risk. What will it be? Sparks or Explosions? Chose wisely.
Sep 30, 2015
Sep 30, 2015 at 8:51 AM UTC
I can't control the thoughts in my head,
They come back each night,
Over and over again.
The thoughts that hurt,
the thoughts that burn,
The thoughts,
That I can never control
Sep 28, 2015
Sep 28, 2015 at 9:09 PM UTC
You tried to stop,
But it didn't work.
You tried to be happy,
But you only got hurt...
Another night,
Another curse,
Some time to cry,
It just makes things worse.
Another mark,
Another scar
Your skin cry's more,
You've had this feeling before.
You already know,
You are unwanted,
You are worthless,
And you are unloved..
The best feeling you have,
Is the blade that you hold.
In your bedroom,
You shut the door,
Only to break down again,
Crying all night,
No one knows what you do...
The next day,
You hope for the better,
It starts again,
Another story,
Another scar.....
Sep 28, 2015
Sep 28, 2015 at 7:45 PM UTC
Just one cut,
During the night,
Crimson red that feels so right.
Drops that last all through the night,
Your only friend,
A shiny knife.
The ones you love,
Only judge,
so no one knows,
The horrible curse.
You start out young,
Then move on,
The marks are deep,
The scars are long.
The ones that stop you,
Care the most,
The ones that don't,
Just let you go...
You try to stop,
But thoughts come back,
You mark again,
It's not your last.
You are the smart,
You hide the marks,
Beneath layers of cloth,
In hidden spots.
The very next day,
the thoughts come back,
It starts all again,
the marks are back,
that forever last
Only some,
Who truly know,
The life of having a horrible curse....
Jul 20, 2015
Jul 20, 2015 at 7:16 PM UTC
It's easy to forgive,
one little lie,
But when it breaks your heart,
Multiple times,
It makes you feel,
Like you just want to die.
Your chest gets tight,
You cannot brethe,
You try to speak,
But the words won't leave.
Your heart now aches,
For the ones you love,
But you know now,
That they are all gone.
Your trust is gone,
Forever again,
Deaths strong grip,
Is not a merciful plan.
You lost so much,
So many family and friends,
All in heaven with god,
Your life gets harder again.
You want to talk,
to the people you love,
But your family and friends,
Too quickly judge.
I just keep it to myself,
Cry alone in the dark,
There's no getting back,
All that I lost.....
Jul 18, 2015
Jul 18, 2015 at 3:23 PM UTC