rondalyn
Born i thought... not by choice, finding only later I picked you both...... a creation of hate only you two could share for your lifetimes...so unnecessarily unfair to their offspring. So kind of you to be dead so we can grow now. THE THREE OF US...offspring, FOUND OUR STRENGTHS WITHIN OUR WEAKNESSES AND NO ONE CAN BOWL US OVER NOW. WE WERE NOT TAUGHT BY EXAMPLE OF WHAT IS RIGHT BUT BY WHAT WAS MISSING AND WENT WRONG. WE LEARNED FROM TONGUE LASHINGS, "THIS WILL HURT YOU MORE THAN ME!" I AM A FIGHTER ON THE COUNT OF YOU BOTH.....EGG DONORS.......WE THREE THAT ARE LEFT FROM YOUR HATEFUL EXPERIENCE: we LOVE LIKE NO OTHERS LOVE, WE GIVE LIKE NO OTHERS CHOOSE TO GIVE. i AM GRATEFUL, i WAS CREATED TO BE WHO i am....forgiveness, ACCEPTANCE
WHEN I HEARD ABOUT HIM MY STOMACH DROPPED AND MY TEARS STARTED TO FLOW AND I CLENCHED MY STOMACH AND REALIZED THAT LAST YEAR THAT COULD'VE BEEN ME.
Mar 30, 2014
Mar 30, 2014 at 12:33 PM UTC
FOR IN ITSELF IS AN ABSOLUTE.................
WHEN REFERRRING TO A NEVERENDING ABSOLUTE...... IS THAT NOT AN ABSOLUTE? "NEVER SAY NEVER!" , YET, SOMEONE ALWAYS SAYS. I WILL NEVER DO THAT AGAIN: NEVER!
HYPOCRYTICAL RHETORIC, FORCING YOU FROM YOUR HEAD TO YOUR NECK, KNOWING YOUR LOSING SELF RESPECT BY REALIZING...... SWALLOWING HARD MAY CAUSE REJECT FROM ANOTHER: WHO HAS HEARD YOU REFLECT, "there ARE NO NEVERS IN ABSOLUTE!'
Mar 20, 2014
Mar 20, 2014 at 10:37 PM UTC
Love Thoughts
You know.....it is amazing to the heart...an epiphany if you will: to realize some one has impacted your life so profoundly, that you actually FEEL the emptiness of the deep space they left behind.
I was analyzing this picture of a long dock leading out to a beautiful sea with every bright color in the sky you could imagine! Beautiful picture, sand, colors sky... IT Is ALL THERE. BREATH TAKING REALLY.
I saw my self walk that dock, grow wings and fly off the end - into the sky, into the universe ----to search, FOR YOU...I BECAME deeply overwhelmed: with just the thought of eternity?????...
WHAT IF?...........I WONDER......IS THIS IS ALL WE EVER GET? DO WE SEARCH FOR ONE ANOTHER IN TIME? IS it NEVER...ENDING!? DO WE HAVE THE PRIVILEDGE OF SEEING EACH OTHER ONCE AGAIN? IF JUST TO SAY.THANK YOU!
THANK YOU: FOR LOVING ME! INSURE YOU, ALL YOUR EFFORTS MADE A DIFFERENCE IN MY LIFE: AND I SAW YOU THEN, AS I SEE YOU NOW.................
I loved YOU...I love YOU........ letting you go!
BEAUTIFUL...... REALLY!
RONDALYN BRINDLEY-HAMMOND 2/8/2014
Mar 4, 2014
Mar 4, 2014 at 12:52 AM UTC