You're the only girl who never disrespected me
You always know how to bring out the best in me
Cupid shot us separately
Then we came together, it was destiny
I love until there ain't no loving left in me, definitely
Our souls will ride together, even when the stars die
And when parted, my heart cries
It's angels like you, who make it hard why?
It's cause you beautiful, outgoing and smart
And **** you really set the bar high
All you bring to me is happy moments
You make me feel like I'm cute even though my face got all this acne on it
The way I feel for you, you can't revoke it
Cause it changed me, and my family knows it
**** we both just kind of just fell into this
You gave me proof that heaven exist
But tell me, what is love without a headache or twist?
You come taunting, every night after twelve when I'm unconscious
You never come out when the sun's watching
Baby, I need you
[Hook]
Where are you? Are you only in my dreams?
Only when the moon is shining
That's when you are beside me
Girl, I need you
And that's real
I don't wanna wake up
I'll stay asleep (You know baby)
Your love is all I need
I'm really hoping I find you
[Verse 2:]
I wake up in the morning with this sensational pain
It goes straight to the brain then my day is invaded with rain
Engraved in my veins is your name, this ain't gonna change
It is staying remain unless my heart is deflated and drained
Your love is magic
Daydreaming about you is such a habit
Thought I saw you when I was driving
But I was stuck in traffic
If other girls flirt they're sadly mistaken
I tell em' scram cause they need to know I'm happily taken
You see my love life, it wasn't going well till I found you
Fellas get jealous and doubtful when I tell em' about you
I know we had our fair share in the past, with selfish lust
But once we came together we sealed it and nailed it shut
Your touch is that of a goddess
When we kiss, I'm at a lack of words
Especially when we pull away
And then you smile afterwards
In our hearts, we're no different in color
We live for each other, I'm glad you're my significant other
I love you
[Hook]
[Verse 3:]
Baby it saddens me to know you only exist in dreams
I sit and fiend for you when I'm awake
And it seems like I'll never be happy unless I sleep
I failed to see the point in living without you
It got me thinking death is sweet
I'll never know unless I kept, I guess I reach for the stars
Cause girl I'm in love with you oh so desperately
What I'm about to do I keep discrete
I rest the cheek on the pillow as I'm counting sheep
Take me to ecstasy
I tried to get you out my head, the pain's a lot worse
I love you more than anything, I won't even put God first
You're the reason I sleep so often
I'm hurting the night I don't see you
I just keep on tossing and turning
I feel so lost and deserted, you made my life good
I told you if I had to take a bullet for you, I would
So baby here I go with the proof, this is it
The moment of truth, only for you [Gunshot]
Dec 1, 2015
Dec 1, 2015 at 8:31 AM UTC
Gone too far and yeah, I'm gone again,
It's gone on too long, tell you how it ends,
I'm sitting on the edge with my two best friends,
One's a bottle of pills, one's a bottle of gin,
I'm 20 stories up, yeah, I'm up at the top,
I'll polish off this bottle, now it's pushing me off,
Asphalt to me has never looked so soft,
I bet my mamma found my letter, now she's calling the cops,
I gotta take this opportunity before I miss it,
'Cause now I hear the sirens and they're off in the distance,
Believe me when I tell you that I've been persistent,
'Cause I'm more scarred, more scarred than my wrist is,
I've been trying too long, with too dull of a knife,
But tonight I made sure that I sharpened it twice,
I never bought a suit before in my life,
But when you go to meet God, you know you wanna look nice.
Sep 8, 2015
Sep 8, 2015 at 9:04 AM UTC
Dear friend, lover ex or whatever
I'm writing you to let you know I hope you feel better
I know that things are hard, the stress is so much
And when you reach out, all there are is uppercuts
And they are the cause for the ones on your wrist
The reason why you cry, make a ball of your fists
I understand that you have a lot you go through
The fact that they yell and your brother would hit you
And no one gets you, the plastered on fake smile
The real one has been gone now for quite a while
So your arms bleed, but the blood tells you you're living
It takes a way the numb feeling these people were giving
That razor blade has become your closest companion
It relieves all the pain you want to abandon
Your arms are scared so you think you're unlovable
But honestly I just want you to feel comfortable
So please don't cut, please don't cut
I promise you you're loved, so please don't cut
Right now I see thaht you're stuck in a rut
But please don't cut, please don't cut
And if you feel the need to say you're all out of luck
I'm just a call away when things get rough
The fact of the matter is I know you're enough
So please don't cut, please don't cut
Put the blade down, it really isn't worth it
No good will come from a slit up and bruised wrist
And you cover it, long sleeves so they won't see
But you can't hide all the hurt and pain from me
You say you're miserable and there are times you want to die
But then you pull out a razor and cut while you cry
It makes you feel human, and like you are still alive
But don't you understand that the feeling is all a lie
You put your self in danger when you're slicing up your skin
You're only letting self-hate find it's way in
I promise you'll get better, but just meet me halfway
And please throw the razor and pins all away
I swear that you'll make it, there's no doubt in my mind
And if you look around, I know it's what you'll find
You're gonna feel better once this door has been shut
Please make me a promise that tonight you won't cut
They label you, but not a single word is true
Who cares what the world is saying about you ?
They don't know, they just assume
They're not with you when you're lonely up in your room
They not with you when you're begging to up above
They're not with you when you need a little love
They don't care when you have nothing to give
So who's to say than you even would want to live ?
Every life is precious, and that is what I promise
If we never speak again, I hope you know I'm honest
You deserve to be happy, and clean from the cutting
You deserve to be a person who's surrounded with loving
Every life is precious, and it's something that I promise
If we never speak again, I hope you know I'm honest
You deserve to be happy, and clean from the cutting
You deserve to be a person who's surrounded with loving
Sep 15, 2014
Sep 15, 2014 at 10:54 AM UTC
When the end is getting closer
And the earth has burned the sky
Now repent cause' it's all over
Just let me die
(Verse 1)
(Johnny 3 Tears)
Here's the massacre
Mausoleum. Fit for me
Lived a hundred years
A hundred years I didn't see
Gave all my hope away
Isn't any left for me
Bombs are splittin' atoms
What can the future bring
We can fill a million choirs
And wait 'till children sing
We can walk a million miles
And end up in the sea
And our lungs just keep filling
And lying when we breath
The worlds filled with liars
Liars like me!
And I look at my child
Its fine like this feeling
As blue like the sky
I see all of this meaning
I reach up to god and I ask if I'm dreaming
So sorry I don't have those things that you need
And, darling a kiss
Kiss me on these lips
(Chorus)
(Danny)
When the end is getting closer
And the earth has burned the sky
Now when repent cause' it's all over
Just let me die
As my body lies here broken
And I'm carried to the light
Now my heart is finally open
Just let me die!
(Verse 2)
(Johnny 3 Tears)
Everybody says, "Greetings and goodbyes"
Everybody pays, no one knows the price
We know the price of sin
The sin of sacrifice
I know I'll sin again
Cut who can save me twice?
How much can we ask?
You'll get the answer first
How much can we kneel with the air that chills the Earth?
The air keeps getting colder
My knees keep hitting dirt
The innocent can cry without the guilty getting hurt
You ask who you love, and you don't know, no, do you?
The spirit of god just passes right through you
You gave away heaven
Handed right to you
And I can see it all
Tell me is it true
Kiss me my darling
(whispered) Darling I need you
(Danny)
Where do we go?
We go oh, lord I don't know
Where we go
We go no!
I dont know!
Where do we go!
We go oh, lord I don't know
Where we go
We go no!
(Johnny 3 Tears)
Lord I don't know!
(Chorus)
(Danny)
When the end is getting closer
And the earth has burned the sky
Now when repent cause' it's all over
Just let me die
As my body lies here broken
And I'm carried to the light
Now my heart is finally open
Just let me die!
Apr 18, 2014
Apr 18, 2014 at 12:26 PM UTC
On top of the roof
The air is so cold and so calm
I say your name in silence
You don't wanna hear it right now
The eyes of the city
Are counting the tears falling down
Each one a promise
Of everything you never found
I scream into the night for you
Don't make it true, don't jump
The lights will not guide you through
They're deceiving you, don't jump
Don't let memories go of me and you
The world is down there out of view
Please, don't jump
You open your eyes
But you can't remember what for
The snow will falls quietly
You just can't feelin' no more
Somewhere out there
You lost yourself in your pain
You dream of the end
To start all over again
I scream into the night for you
Don't make it true, don't jump
The lights will not guide you through
They're deceiving you, don't jump
Don't let memories go of me and you
The world is down there out of view
Please, don't jump, don't jump
I don't know how long
I can hold you so strong
I don't know how long
Just take my hand
Give it a chance
Don't jump
I scream into the night for you
Don't make it true, don't jump
The lights will not guide you through
They're deceiving you, don't jump
Don't let memories go of me and you
The world is down there out of view
Please, don't jump, don't jump
And if all that can't hold you back
Then I'll jump for you
Apr 18, 2014
Apr 18, 2014 at 12:13 PM UTC
She's only 17 her whole life's ahead of her.
She hates school because the people they discredit her.
Her boyfriend tries to show her that's not how it seems.
But everyday she just gets lowered by her self esteem.
He tries to tell her every night will have a brighter day.
She even tried to over dose and take her life away.
She's feeling hopeless there sitting down beside her bed.
Then he takes his hand and places it beside her head.
He tries to hold her close but with every touch she still resists.
Then he sees the scars that burry deep within her wrists.
She's feeling numb, he starts to beg and plead and ask her why.
She says this way I have control of the pain she feels inside.
He's asking her how long it's been since you've felt this way.
Because you got me and I'm feeling so **** helpless.
She says its been a while I guess I needed better luck.
Then he screams at her and tells her Baby never cut!
Nobody seems to get you, you think you're on your own,
Well listen pretty lady you don't have to be alone.
So baby don't cut, baby don't cut.
You can do anything, just promise baby you won't cut.
I know your heart is hurting, you think the road has end,
You may just feel the bade your holding is your only friend.
But baby don't cut, baby don't cut.
You can do anything, just promise baby you won't cut.
The next day she's feeling better than the day before.
Even cracked a couple smiles as she walked the corridor.
But all that seemed to end she dropped her books as she went into class.
And every student in he room just seemed to point and laugh.
She couldn't take it anymore she sent her boy a text.
It said I love you with my body, soul and heart to death.
Te thought nothing typed I love you then he sent it.
By death he didn't know that she had literally just meant it.
She ducked the next class ran straight into the bathroom.
Thought to her self she wouldn't brake her promise that soon.
1 cut... 2 cuts... 3 cuts... 4
The blood just started dripping from the tub to the floor.
Her boyfriend had a feeling in his stomach that he hated.
Followed it and ran down to her house he never waited.
The front door was open, he heard the water running.
He stormed into the bathroom and his heart just started gunning.
Nobody seems to get you, you think you're on your own,
Well listen pretty lady you don't have to be alone.
So baby don't cut, baby don't cut.
You can do anything, just promise baby you won't cut.
I know your heart is hurting, you think the road has end,
You may just feel the bade your holding is your only friend.
But baby don't cut, baby don't cut.
You can do anything, just promise baby you won't cut.
He put her arm around his shoulder he's just tranna lean her back up.
Yelling out her name as he lays her beside the bathtub.
He feels his whole world just got hit from an avalanche.
Screaming out so heavily, somebody call an ambulance.
Felling mad angry like somebody led her on to this.
Her eyeballs are rolling, drifting out of consciousness.
Thinking to himself why the hell didn't she just stop at will.
The tears just keep on rolling as they head to the hospital.
Paramedics rush her in, the doctor calls emergency.
She's lost a lot of blood the place looking like a ****** scene.
An hour later, the doc walks in with a sour face.
And says excuse me for the words that I'm about to say.
I'm sorry for your loss, the boy just starts collapsing.
His own world, his own girl just took a crashing.
Saying to himself that it's his fault and that he let it up.
But baby...I thought you promised you would never cut.
Nobody seems to get you, you think you're on your own,
Well listen pretty lady you don't have to be alone.
So baby don't cut, baby don't cut.
You can do anything, just promise baby you won't cut.
I know your heart is hurting, you think the road has end,
You may just feel the bade your holding is your only friend.
But baby don't cut, baby don't cut.
You can do anything, just promise baby you won't cut.
Apr 18, 2014
Apr 18, 2014 at 12:07 PM UTC