greenery is the
new scene,
the flowers bloom
the birds sing in
the daylight,
and, i, too, emerge
from all of the cold
and dread and
hollow earth
through the cruel winter
i felt much too many
out of sync, dissonant days,
where i crumbled
such as the dirt
and whenever the
sun would kiss me
good night, i, too,
would melt away with
the day
greenery is the
new scene
i have emerged
from all of the cold
and dread and
hollow earth
i stand tall
just as all of
the yellows, purples,
pinks and reds
grow beside me
next winter,
i will be in
harmony, too,
even on the
crisp, bitter days
i
will
not
wilt
away
Jun 24, 2018
Jun 24, 2018 at 12:31 PM UTC
where do your flowers
bloom,
if at all?
in a meadow?
the cracks in cement?
beneath the snow?
tell me, where they grow,
do they sway with
the wind?
or do they wilt
under the sun's
harsh rays?
tell me,
do you flowers
bloom at all?
i know you're so dark
but dawn rises
everyday,
just choose to
open the blinds
Jun 24, 2018
Jun 24, 2018 at 12:27 PM UTC
Delight in these words,
As I enlighten your mind.
Twist and tie your tongue,
until you are twisty tied, its fun.
Your tongue, entangled with mine.
After just meeting for the first time,
in this precious moment; of a lifetime.
I cross the fine line, of your life line
until our lines are entwined.
Entangled encryption
the meaning defined.
Everything happened,
to cause this moment,
Our stars must of aligned,
now our minds intertwined.
Juices flowing ripper than wine.
this scripture use to glow, now it shines.
your literal needs, encompassing mine.
The thoughts alone; truly divine.
These words, sinking into your unruly mind.
Our lips synchronized,
with the sinister hands of time.
The moment everlasting, in our minds,
even after -- the second time.
Dec 28, 2016
Dec 28, 2016 at 4:47 PM UTC
i'm not scared of lots of things
heights
spiders
flying
when i was a child
clowns never made me cry
silence was always my friend
it was comfy and safe
but now it's tormenting
now it's frightening
nightmares having me waking up
in the middle of the night
with a racing heart and
tears in my eyes
pitch black eyes staring down at me;
i wasn't a human anymore
i was an object for someone elses' delight
i didn't scream
i didn't cry
silence silence silence
it's as if i died
he threw my shirt at me
so i could clean up the mess
he left behind
i wasn't scared of lots of things
heights
spiders
flying
they still don't scare me
but memories haunt me
and they tear me up inside
Dec 28, 2016
Dec 28, 2016 at 4:45 PM UTC
it strikes my body like lightning
it fills my veins with the blood that flows
when i see chests fall and jump, i apprehend existence
ensconced on the floor, i think forevermore
my bloodstream is full of the faces i won't see again
hair pulled back; why aren't you hiding?
you let the sun gleam on your skin; you are you
waterdrops on leaves, that little bugs drink
a trembling hand holding another
stars twitching in the sky, the moonlight your silhouette
fireworks exploding in the sky
hearts melting, delightful sighs
candlelight surviving through the night
i'm losing my mind
introspection consumes me whole
i'm in a maze, my sight is hazed
May 26, 2016
May 26, 2016 at 11:32 AM UTC
earth is so cool
earth is so nice
earth is the worst
earth makes me cry
Mar 25, 2016
Mar 25, 2016 at 1:48 PM UTC
i do everything i can to feel alive. i’ve ran until my knees felt weak. i’ve jumped into the cold ocean waters. i’ve gotten high. i’ve gone on the wildest of roller coasters. i’ve canopied before. i’ve eaten crazy spicy foods. i breathed. and i don’t know how to explain. i think it’s just all the headaches, sleepless nights, and lies i’ve told. i think it's just all the times i’ve cried and tried to die. maybe that overcomes the things i’ve done to forget time. maybe that overcomes the cheer of when the sun rises in the sky and the wind that caresses the trees under the bright moonlight.
Mar 18, 2016
Mar 18, 2016 at 10:47 PM UTC
I know it's hard to touch the clouds
when memories
hold you down
I know you cry a lot inside
when no one is
around
I know it is hard to wake up
sometimes
when breathing cuts so deep.
and the birds, they sing
but
you cannot hear
and the sun, it shines
but
you cannot see
and there's a lot of warmth around
but
you cannot feel.
I know it feels so hard
to live
with so many scars
but
light will shine and you will
see
and birds will sing and
you will hear
It's just a dark path
you have to walk
and I will be there
to walk along
don't hold your breath
don't give up yet
just
keep your hope
and you'll find one day
that you can fly again
for you deserve
the highest clouds
the purest air
the deepest love.
and I'll be here for you,
you, dear soul,
the sweetest lyric
of them all.
Mar 10, 2016
Mar 10, 2016 at 6:52 PM UTC
sometimes i feel like i'm not alive
my breath gets caught in my lungs
and i'm thinking too much about
all the things i wanna forget
my hands start to shake and
all i know is i want this feeling
to go away
Feb 29, 2016
Feb 29, 2016 at 7:03 PM UTC