it doesn't matter how pretty and perfect your outside is.
if your inside is rotten with negativity,
you will remain undesirable.
Mar 3, 2020
Mar 3, 2020 at 9:37 AM UTC
if they refuse to grow with you,
you're better off moving on by yourself.
Feb 27, 2020
Feb 27, 2020 at 1:41 PM UTC
Eyes wide open in a panic
Weighted down by both grief and my covers
My dreams, though horrific enough to make me feel manic
Are more preferable than this nightmare I’m living, soon I’ll discover
Autopilot drags my aching body from the comfort of my bed
The cool air of my room fences me in, I am chilled to the bone
Tedious step by step, so numb I’m halfway convinced that I’m dead
How foolish to believe it was all getting better, really, I should have known
Keys in hand, I shakily open the front door
Shocked to be faced with scattered frail drops of rain
The world is quiet, nature’s silence a deafening roar
Strangely enough, it eases the war in my brain
With a purr of the ignition, I snap back to reality
Streetlights and stoplights fly by, illuminating the dull of my face
Focused on raindrops on windshield, dreaming of all that could be
All I need is something good to finally take place
Feb 18, 2020
Feb 18, 2020 at 3:54 PM UTC
from my lipstick
stains on your coffee mugs
to lipstick stains on your cigarettes
Feb 16, 2020
Feb 16, 2020 at 11:23 PM UTC
You are the star
of each and every
one of my nightmares,
in most of them
You hand me a sugar cube
With the brightest smile
So welcoming
so warm
I greedily accepted
Placing it on the tip
Of my tongue
Until reality sets in
I did not get delivered sugar,
But rather
salt
This is what abuse is:
Hoping you will get sugar
Every time
But always ending with salt
For seventeen year.
Feb 13, 2020
Feb 13, 2020 at 1:58 PM UTC
may inner peace and self love find you someday
Feb 11, 2020
Feb 11, 2020 at 3:36 PM UTC
no matter how hard i try to hate you,
i can only feel sorry for you.
Feb 11, 2020
Feb 11, 2020 at 3:19 PM UTC
I never thought it was possible to love another human so much
and then i fell in love with you.
Jan 13, 2020
Jan 13, 2020 at 10:00 AM UTC
“You fit like the sun to my moon,”
you say, eyes twinkling like stars.
Suddenly,
I know why my soul has
Always been drawn to the night sky.
Dec 31, 2019
Dec 31, 2019 at 1:13 AM UTC
the first lie you told me was when you swore to never hurt me.
the last came the day i left when you spat that you had loved me.
dear boy,
love does not transition to past tense overnight.
Dec 19, 2019
Dec 19, 2019 at 2:27 PM UTC