A moment ago ...you were suffocating me with love
Invited within
your "oh so" strong arms around me.
A moment ago...your presence
filled my soul with trust
Open and willing to feel your passion in loving another.
A moment ago...you were looking into my eyes faithfully.
Looking right back was me
Loving you and only you.
A moment ago...you belonged in
all of my most perfect dreams
You and I always standing as partners side-by-side.
A moment ago...your touch
made me overflow with happiness
Leaving a huge childish smile
on my excited lips.
A moment ago...your life was full of passionate dreams
Every minute we spent holding onto one another
made everything possible showing absolute proof.
Until a moment ago...you and I would have Soared high and beyond our most desired dreams.
Only now...always and a moment
are forever spent in Eternity
so simply passing us by.
Sep 3, 2015
Sep 3, 2015 at 4:11 AM UTC
i can't stop it.
an addiction. i'm an addict.
no self discipline, no control
my hands, my fingers keep returning
and returning on
my chapped lips
it began last week. cold day,
caught a cold. breathing through my mouth.
sick and dry
dry lips.
there's an itch on my finger, i began to touch
my chapped lips
i thought it was a one time thing,
something reversible, something stoppable.
i was wrong, i was dumb, i was so wrong.
when my fingers stopped retaliating the blood,
it, the addiction, turned my teeth onto warriors
on the scrimmage on
my chapped lips
one night, i stopped
in the morning it was worse.
a wound hasn't healed, and another
on top of it. skin and flesh, on a rotating schedule
i'm scared but i don't stop. i'm scared
but my body just turned its back on
my chapped lips.
nothing has changed. blood and wound
scar and then wound,
i haven't stopped. and now i'm not scared.
i thought, i'm good at healing.
so, my chapped lips
will stay. scars may come,
but it's just my lips.
nothing good
has ever touched
my chapped lips.
Aug 2, 2015
Aug 2, 2015 at 1:06 AM UTC
I have a great daughter
.... and my sons are big and strong.
If I needed any motive
to never be sad or shed another tear,
then my children are reason number one.
Not boasting
or bragging
no prideful intent
.....but I am a part of them and that makes me Happy
. .....and content.
Aug 2, 2015
Aug 2, 2015 at 1:03 AM UTC
Looking into your loving eyes brings crocodile tears to mine.
The happiness I've gotten from you,
took A long long time to find.
Now that I found a real man like you,
so perfect and so kind,
That life-long pain I used to feel,
I get to leave it far behind.
Jul 7, 2015
Jul 7, 2015 at 5:29 AM UTC
How in the world can this be ok?
I now have to make love stay away.
Someone else's ideas are to become mine,
Changing me slowly these rules overtime.
Saying and doing nothing at first
Realizing the consequences will only be worse
Time will tell and the world will see together or not we will always be !
Jul 7, 2015
Jul 7, 2015 at 5:23 AM UTC
How in the world can this be ok?
I now have to make love stay away.
Someone else's ideas are to become mine,
Changing me slowly these rules overtime.
Saying and doing nothing at first
Realizing the consequences will only be worse
Time will tell and the world will see together or not we will always be !
Jul 7, 2015
Jul 7, 2015 at 5:22 AM UTC
I wish I had known from the beginning.
When we first looked into each other's eyes,
that your love was meant to release my pain from so many other tries!
I'm so happy you patiently waited for me to learn all about your soul!
Because without you...with me for the rest of our lives my heart might as well be coal....
Mar 30, 2015
Mar 30, 2015 at 8:23 AM UTC
How fair is it???
That over time......
with you, I'm lucky enough to be in love but......
Your feelings are so
FEW.
Is it your heart can only survive in the deepest dark?
Or......
Am I to blame with all of my intensity's and.
S P A R K?
If there's a chance that you can accept the real me,
I wouldn't give up!
Never again.....
would you hear me run my mouth
or even try to interrupt.
Do realize......
I will never forget the trust and love we feel.....
Day to day.
Wanting, hoping and wishing for US
the memories we need......
To stay.
If your heart is truly never meant to be mine...
Why is it I cannot see this?
Am I BLIND?
Does anyone including us have any reasons why?
Or.....
could WE just not be able to live with our own lies?
Mar 30, 2015
Mar 30, 2015 at 8:03 AM UTC
You really thought that I couldn't go on if I didn't have you and that I would fail at everything I tried to do.
When you left you were so sure that I'd be sitting by the phone and so sure that I would never make it in this world alone.
When you thought you hurt me so bad that I cried an ocean of tears .
Thinking that I could never stand alone to face my greatest fears and surely the pain of my broken heart has to be more than I can bear.
You made sure the damage you've done could never be repaired.
Now you're shocked to see me standing here confident, strong and without a single fear, and your absence didn't cause me to end!
In fact when you left.....
Mar 4, 2015
Mar 4, 2015 at 5:56 AM UTC
Why should either of us be alone in a world where we both exist?
When any moment not spent together could be a lifetime we missed.
Mar 3, 2015
Mar 3, 2015 at 5:01 PM UTC