Saddness ***** my voice out
Guilt steals my air
Tragedy poisens my tears
Because of Crying I no longer care
Jul 10, 2015
Jul 10, 2015 at 3:04 PM UTC
i would sit on my porch.
looking up at the moon
and the stars i would
wonder how long it
would take the people
on the planets of
Alpha Centauri
to notice they
had one
less
star
soulsurvivor
(c) 7/8/2015
Jul 10, 2015
Jul 10, 2015 at 3:04 PM UTC
A broken mirror of my reflection
A shriek of pain from repeating rejection
A complex scheme
To learn a lesson
****** palms as I play psalms
Picking up the pieces of a life at risk
Started out with pricked fingers
Now I'm avoiding a ****** wrist
A deteriorating gas is pressing to exit my mind
It eats away at every sane thought left inside
Where do I go when it's my true self that I have to hide
Everything I say is a constant mistake
So I grit my teeth till they ache and I mumble words until they marinate
Working on self love but the moments like these that are within myself are the ones that I hate
I search for repression but where do I begin
When this is all I know
When there's always the question of an end
Save me from myself because Lord knows I've sinned
I'd take it all back if I could run it again
I hope he doesn't lose faith in me
He's my only friend
It seems like ever since this has began I've been blessed with a beautiful curse
I ask God for the best but I still expected the worst
Maybe this is what happens
When everything is diverse
See it in my eyes
See the rift in my soul
See the angry love
Burning a hole
See the ache for expectance
Taking a toll
Skins red but it's feels cold
For the content that makes up me
It grits down like sand
All I ever wanted
Was a loving hand
They tell me I'll be okay
But I don't think they understand
For this is not a human quality
I am merely man
I am left to supply
When commitment was my only demand
Two judges and one man
Will I be enough when I take the stand
(r.n.)
Jul 8, 2015
Jul 8, 2015 at 11:39 PM UTC
