If you could read my mind,
You’d see a thousand papers
Filled with broken poetries
And deadbeat proses
Full of woeful verses
With mournful pieces
Of unfinished stories
That are yet to be written
And failed to be spoken;
If you could read my mind,
You’d hear horrible screams
And earsplitting weeps
From shattered dreams,
Kept in a nasty notepad,
Scribbled on a bed
Of bloodstained words,
Ringing in my head.
If you could read my mind,
You’d see the shadows
That lurk within me;
You’d hear the bellows,
Screeching the words
“I’m tired,”
“I’m a failure,”
“I’m stupid –”
I know it sounds stupid,
It’s pathetically foolish
And seems like *******
If you could read my mind,
You’d feel the tears
I had ever failed to cry;
You’d see the people
That make the weak weaker;
You’d see the monsters
That consume my head;
You’d hear the hollers
That failed to be freed;
You’d see the heart
That still bleeds and bleeds.
If you could read my mind,
You’d see the face
I’ve failed to show back then,
The face I’ve faked back then.
If you could read my mind,
You’d see a character
I had ever failed to become
If you could read my mind,
You’d be able to read
A book you never wished
To touch and read,
But sometimes I still wish
Someone could read my mind.
Aug 19, 2021
Aug 19, 2021 at 5:40 AM UTC
are crumbled thoughts
and lifeless eyes
with no escape in sight
I say goodbye
Jul 31, 2021
Jul 31, 2021 at 3:48 PM UTC
here i am
taking one step at a time
not knowing
each one is the wrong one
but isn't that how we grow?
with feelings that resemble
smudged mascara
and thoughts that feel like
a car accident
Apr 8, 2021
Apr 8, 2021 at 4:36 PM UTC
got tired of this world
so i made my own
with these black stars
and shallow scars
Apr 6, 2021
Apr 6, 2021 at 3:08 PM UTC
head's hurting
mind's numbing
heart's pounding
I'm still awake?
Why?
I thought i died
died and went to
someplace different
someplace where
the light is whiter
and my eyes glow brighter
someplace where
I don't have to sin
to fit in
Apr 6, 2021
Apr 6, 2021 at 3:03 PM UTC
broken promises
shattered hearts
god's angels
with the satan's cards
masks of shame
stolen happiness
scared souls
and burned out cigars
the sad smiles
the empty laughs
yes indeed
all is well
in the world where we are
yes indeed
all is true
and we love who we are
Mar 21, 2021
Mar 21, 2021 at 2:31 PM UTC
hating who i am
dreaming who i could be
sitting still
with eyes close and mind open
wondering if its too late
to start being who i want to be
Feb 23, 2021
Feb 23, 2021 at 4:05 PM UTC
I'm trapped in this glass prison
I'm stuck with this trapped freedom
my thoughts now behind the bars
my body full of shallow scars
Feb 13, 2021
Feb 13, 2021 at 5:19 AM UTC
lonely nights
city lights
empty streets
and starstruck sights
Feb 12, 2021
Feb 12, 2021 at 5:48 PM UTC