psycho-analyze-
I feel like I am dying
Affixation
I can not breathe!
Suffocating-
Drowning-
...breaths of air become fewer
And further apart.
No one even cares.
Denial---
Mismatched & misunderstood.
Stuck- trapped
Bound by my word.
Tears roll down her cheeks
as her knees hit the floor.
Paralyzed-
Fear and anger!
You're sitting to the right
Beside her
Yet it feels like
She's living with a stranger.
Misery loves to mingle---
Loves to be in your company.
To my dismay,
You obviously do not see
What one day will be---
something so foreseen, like that of a prophecy.
Fortune teller
Wanderer of the night...
Gypsy lady
Spawned from the original Wild Child
Who dedicated her bra... Stand up for what you
believe In.
Damn
Heathens.
How long must this drag out?
Time
is very precious.
Yes, I have acquired patience.
Refusing to bring an innocent soul into this-
Suspended animation and false fabrication
Of lies that are the foundation
In which your existence is created from.
So was mine. I will learn from
someone else's mistakes.
--to bring meaning for a foolish act once done.
Now it's justified.
The truth will set you free.
Why don't those words roll of my tongue,
as easily as the advice just was?
Now I am trapped
Now I am stuck in a rut.
Feels as if I have been punched in the gut. Sick to my stomach.
I'm signing off...
But not like that, not for like "forever."
Hey man, I think I'm getting better. Let's keep
that between, just you and me.
Nov 30, 2014
Nov 30, 2014 at 6:47 AM UTC
Naive
Gullible
Ignorant
Meaningless to you, are the few morals I care to
Voice to you.
Trust- The little that was there just got swept up
By the lies or misrepresented information you so
Proudly And adamantly Assured me were to be true
Who are you to decide the outcome of my body?
You can not trick me into doing things your way.
.... It's my fault, for being so gullible and trustingly
With something so precious as another life being
Brought into this ****** up and twisted world
It takes two to tango and you do not get to dangle
Me around and control me like a ******* puppet
**** it
I not overreacting--
How dare you speak of instructions or give me
Advice- and it be untrue??
Perhaps I would not jump to accusation
If you did not become immediately defensive and
Try to convince me to have your way of thinking!
Deception
It's all becoming
So clear.
Accusation
And admissions of your little games.
Now you are playing with tiny lives and unborn souls
Emotions are now frozen.
I am not as dumb as you may think
This ship is about to sink.
To be honest- judging by your actions it may
Already have sunk
Now this raft is deflating
As your respect and common sense is depleting
And my common sense seeps out
just as my heart bleeding...
11-30-2014
Rhea Bryan
Nov 30, 2014
Nov 30, 2014 at 6:46 AM UTC