I am tearing you apart
You love me
And I frustrate you
More than anything
Is this really love?
Jul 15, 2023
Jul 15, 2023 at 3:23 AM UTC
I feel betrayed by this body that holds me
This body which is built to keep me safe
To harbour me from life’s storm
To me it is a house
Rather than a home.
Feb 28, 2023
Feb 28, 2023 at 4:18 AM UTC
I lifted my head as my mind heard tapping
His arms tightened around me
It’s okay
He said through sleep enticed mumbles
There’s nothing there
Nothing will hurt you as long as I’m here.
Feb 15, 2023
Feb 15, 2023 at 5:56 PM UTC
Do you still think about us in your car?
Do you miss the way we used to talk.
Do you hate me for what I did?
Did you ever hate me at all.
Am I the girl you talk about
when people ask you your regrets?
Did you realise the last time we talked
this was always how it would end?
Are you okay in this big bad world?
Have you found another me.
Do you wonder if I’m in love?
Do you care that I’m happy.
Do you wish that we could meet again
if only to ask all these in person?
Do you listen to our songs?
Or do you prefer the silence.
Nov 15, 2022
Nov 15, 2022 at 5:18 PM UTC
I think I am suspended in a nowhere place
It doesn’t get better
Oct 21, 2022
Oct 21, 2022 at 7:08 PM UTC
I hope you treat her differently
I hope you realise being sick in the head is no excuse to treat us like ****
I hope you realise I loved you so much I walked away.
Oct 14, 2022
Oct 14, 2022 at 6:10 PM UTC
I’m so angry with us
How we played our cards until the bittersweet end.
But more than that, I’m angry I’ll never get closure.
It feels like there’ll be a hole inside of me until the day I die
A hole that craves to look you in the eye and apologise.
A want to go our seperate ways.
And forget each other forever.
Sep 12, 2022
Sep 12, 2022 at 11:48 PM UTC
I saw your playlist
Like a bridge between your taste in music
And mine
And ours.
There’s an ‘ours’ now, isn’t there.
Sep 11, 2022
Sep 11, 2022 at 8:34 PM UTC
I think
No matter what
I always see myself coming back to you
Aug 29, 2022
Aug 29, 2022 at 5:54 PM UTC
Sometimes you look at me
Like I imagine I would look at myself.
You can see the absolute worst in me, can’t you?
You hide it very well,
I’ll give you that.
Jul 19, 2022
Jul 19, 2022 at 6:31 AM UTC