I loved you for ten long years,
through silence, struggle, sweat, and tears.
We dreamed beneath the same grey sky,
built castles from nothing, you and I.
I held your hand through every storm,
when the world turned cold, I kept you warm.
You had no name, no job, no pride—
but still, I stayed right by your side.
We spoke of futures, made our plans,
I bore our child with trembling hands.
I traveled far just to see your face,
ignoring hunger, time, and place.
I gave you love without a price,
I paid in faith, not once but twice.
And still, when fortune found your door,
you gave me love no more.
You wore success like a new skin,
but left me stranded where we'd been.
Your heart turned cold, your words unkind,
you left me in the dark, behind.
You cheated lies into my bed,
while calling strangers love instead.
You laughed while I broke down inside,
my sanity no place to hide.
I screamed, I shook, I lost my way,
became someone I’d never say.
A woman torn from love gone wrong—
but even shattered, I stayed strong.
Now here I stand, not yours, not less,
no longer drowning in that mess.
You broke me, yes—but not for good.
I rose again, as I should.
One day you'll look, and I’ll be gone,
a storm you lost, a strength hard-won.
And all that love you cast aside
will bloom in someone else's life.
Jul 23, 2025
Jul 23, 2025 at 6:09 PM UTC
Never did I think that I would encounter it so soon—
This silent torment,
This weight that seeps beneath the skin and settles in the soul.
It is a pain that carves deep,
Like a scar etched across time—unfading,
A thunderclap in the heart,
Shattering dreams in a single strike,
Tearing through every fragile hope I held close.
It is the kind of pain that drowns your eyes in tears,
The kind that whispers doubt in every quiet moment.
And still, you ask yourself,
Why me?
Why must I endure this endless ache,
This hollow echo of something lost?
I was left devastated,
Alone in a crowd,
Smiling on the surface while crumbling within.
I tried to breathe—
But the pain clung to my lungs,
Heavy as regret,
Sharp as shame.
And yet—
Amid the darkness, a truth began to bloom:
This is not the end.
This failure, though cruel, is not my undoing.
It is a stepping stone, not a gravestone.
A part of the journey, not the final chapter.
A path that winds through hurt,
But leads—eventually—
To strength, to growth, to success.
So yes, it is painful.
But pain is not defeat.
It is proof that I am still trying.
Still rising.
Still becoming.
Jul 23, 2025
Jul 23, 2025 at 5:49 PM UTC
Never have i thought that i could sooner experience it.
The pain that gets through you.
The pain that is like a scar that never fades.
It comes like a thunder that is so unbearable,
Straight through the heart and leaves you torn apart.
The pain that leaves your eyes filled with tears,
And you would even ask yourself that,why all this misery
It left me devastated and so lonely.
I tried to smile but no one could see me breaking.
I tried to breath yet the pain suffocates me.
But sooner i realized that it is not the end,
It is only the path that leads to success and yet so painful
Mar 23, 2018
Mar 23, 2018 at 12:13 PM UTC
I THOUHT I WAS STRONG, I THOUGHT I WAS READY TO LET GO BUT THE BOND THAT WE HAD, DENIES PART OF ME TO LET GO ,A PART OF ME BLAMES I FOR NOT KEEPING YOU SAFE .
YOU,THE ACTIVE LIGHT THAT TURNED MY NIGHTS INTO A DAY YOU,THE LIGHT THAT BRIGHTENS MY DARKEST NIGHTS .
LIKE A DRUG U MADE ME INSANE I GOT SO ADDICTED I CANT CUT YOU OFF MY MIND .I BELIEVE ITS AMAIZING HOW I’VE STAYED SO SANE BUT THE TEARS IN MY HEART, NOBODY CANT SEE
I DON’T ACT THIS WAY BECAUSE I AM SO ASHAMED ,I ACT THIS WAY BECAUSE I LOST A PART OF ME
YOU HIT ME LIKE A THUNDER AND DISSAPEARED LIKE A SMOKE AND MY STRENGTH WILL FOREVER HEAL ME. A PART OF ME IS SO EMPTY EVEN NOW I HAVE NOT LET ALL MY TEARS OUT IT HAPPENED THE DAY I FELT YOU MOVE BUT ALL OF THE SUDDEN YOU WERE SO SILENT
Jan 15, 2018
Jan 15, 2018 at 3:55 PM UTC
Love can sometimes be pain
Love can make you lose hope
Love can be a disappointment
Love can make you break down
When our hearts are bleeding so deeply, with no one to confide
And with no place to hide our tears, love might be the reason we break down.
But the minute you fine that one true special somebody, all of the sudden love becomes a beautiful thing
Love becomes worth fighting for,
Love would be the sweetest dream you wish never to wake up from,
Love becomes a rose that grows in the most beautiful garden,
Love becomes a treasure; love becomes a melody that sweetens the heart
No matter what love make us see
No matter what pain we go through, there is a melody to pull us through,
A melody that touches our hearts inside and heals our bleeding wounds
Sep 9, 2017
Sep 9, 2017 at 2:22 PM UTC
Sitting all alone watching this lifeless pictures of you
Hoping that they will came alive and talk to me
Hoping that they will hold me tight
I Watch my facebook page hoping that i can see the latest photo of you
I set down and asked myself that why is this world so big?
Why do we have to stay a million miles away from each other
I just left your arms hours ago but i am missing you already
I miss your laughter and the sound of your voice
The look in your eyes and the taste of your lips
My bed is full of tears and i understand that i cry because i miss you
I wish i could create my own world
a world that is going to be just you and i
You and i alone in each other’s arms
I think of you every breath i take
I know that i can see your face when we video call,
But its really not the same ,i need you closer
My tears are falling down as i write this ,all you need to know is,
I cry because i miss you
May 3, 2016
May 3, 2016 at 2:39 PM UTC
You found my heart in little pieces,
you found my soul abandoned,
and you slowly came into my life and collected my broken heart and fixed it together piece by piece ,you made me burn all my past and gave me an ever lasting smile,you never walk away,
you are always there to take care of me,
you collected me off the ground when i was down and you restored my faith,you never walk away ,you make me happy piece by piece,your love is so kind,you take care of me cause you love me,
i will never leave you abandoned cause you heal my heart,
no matter how far you are,
no matter the hundred miles i travel to see you
no matter the challenges we came across,
but forever we are going to be together.in your arms am doing so much better
Apr 7, 2016
Apr 7, 2016 at 2:54 PM UTC
my life was cut too deep and left me hurting
the love i had hoped for turned into little peaces
the dreams i held so tight lost their meaning
the face that used to be dry had tears
the heart that used to smile was bleeding
never knew if i could ever find heeling
not till that day god sent me an angle
he came into my life and wiped away all my sorrows
showed me the meaning of my dreams
treated my heart like it was made out of glass that he never wanted to break
i began to see the light that i could not find in the dark
i found the way that i was looking for
he held my hand and lifted my eyes and made me see that my sorrows are over.he became my helper in every high and lows i was going through.
whispered in my ears and said you are gonna make it.my time with him is amazing .now i began to realize that he was always there but waiting to be found .i cant believe that i found you and everything had its meaning
Mar 19, 2016
Mar 19, 2016 at 1:45 PM UTC
I watched my self push you away
I thought it was the right thing to do
I just didn't realise it will hurt this much
Tears of a broken heart are now all over my face,
Not forgetting my bleeding heart
I ask my self a thousand times,
Why did I push you away??
Each morning I open my eyes,I think of old memories,
You and I growing up together, chasing those little flies
In the streets.
I still need the lost friendship back,I want us to fix that bond
that no body could break before,but deep inside I know I should let go.the thought that I pushed you away,hunts me in my dreams too.my world is falling apart without you,if only I could handle this and bear to just hide my tears and say a word,I would honestly say,I lost a sister
Mar 18, 2016
Mar 18, 2016 at 12:17 PM UTC
little girl , you have been struggling for so long.
you , the girl so brave but lonely.
where are they now? the once who used to put
a smile on your face.
are they ever going to return just to say hi?
you cry so much at night and even thought
of turning back the hands of time.
you just wish u had wings so that
you can fly to a different world.
everything you do or try just don't work.
you tried to take your own life
but god just kept you alive.
every single day you drop a tear thinking that they will come back to wipe away your tears,
but they are gone now, they are both gone.
that goodbyes that you said was forever.
Mar 10, 2016
Mar 10, 2016 at 10:02 AM UTC