I thought that I knew
Who I was supposed to be,
But then I met you
And it was electricity.
I never understood
Being lost in someones eyes,
But when you look at me
Im completely hypnotized.
You cast a spell on me,
One that I cant explain.
You are passion and beauty
Our love cant be contained.
Nov 30, 2022
Nov 30, 2022 at 10:09 PM UTC
Light shining down
But its too bright to see
The warm air surrounds
But it feels cold to me
Time moves on
Seasons change
The world spins around
But the past remains
Nov 30, 2022
Nov 30, 2022 at 9:59 PM UTC
I feel like I’m losing my mind
The dark reaches deep inside.
Further with every step
I’m falling into the abyss.
My world has faded to black.
My heart is under attack.
Your words cut like fire and I
Am losing my will to survive.
Jun 20, 2019
Jun 20, 2019 at 9:00 PM UTC
World crashing in
Breath becomes shallow
A soul once alive
Now nothing but a shadow
Jun 20, 2019
Jun 20, 2019 at 8:58 PM UTC
I wish you didn't have to go.
You left so soon.
We had so much left to explore,
So much living left to do.
You were my best friend,
My partner in crime.
Life without you feels empty
And it hurts all the time.
I lay awake at night feeling so afraid,
Worried that its my fault
That you went away.
I brought you in to that life,
And then left while you stayed.
I went away to college
While you partied your days away.
I wish I could've been there
To have prevented the worst;
But now you are gone,
And this world feels cursed.
Nov 19, 2015
Nov 19, 2015 at 1:05 AM UTC
The worst lies
Are the lies we tell ourselves.
Denial;
Meaning to declare something as untrue.
Denial
Was the only thing I had left
To latch onto.
Denial
Was my only friend.
Mar 17, 2015
Mar 17, 2015 at 7:57 PM UTC
I'm a dreamer with no destination,
Looking for a place called home.
I follow the map of the stars,
Looking for a place to rest my heart.
I follow the sound of his voice,
Leading me to a place of love.
I follow my Heavenly Father,
Who is looking out for me above.
And I will follow what I need
Until one day, I can lead.
Dec 27, 2014
Dec 27, 2014 at 12:40 AM UTC
The days go by,
Not hearing your voice
Or seeing your face.
The seasons change
And the days get shorter.
All the while
You're over there
While I'm stuck here.
My heart aches
To be with you,
To hold you close,
To hear your heartbeat.
My mind goes back
To when you were here,
To those nights
Where you looked into my eyes
And made me feel so safe.
You were my everything,
My beautiful mistake.
Dec 26, 2014
Dec 26, 2014 at 10:53 PM UTC
This emptiness inside
Is killing me.
This feeling of not belonging
To anything or anyone.
Knowing that there is no one
Who cares about me,
Who loves me.
I can't help but wonder
If I should just leave;
Leave this life
Of misery and heartache;
Because no matter what I do,
It isn't getting better
And I'm not going to wait around forever
To see if it does.
Apr 21, 2014
Apr 21, 2014 at 10:24 PM UTC
Your force
Keeps pulling me back in.
I try to get away
But then you touch me
And I fall into you.
I thought you were my fairytale,
My happy ending.
You helped me
To find myself.
You showed me what it was like
To be reckless;
To let all of your inhibitions go.
But it was all just an act
To take what you wanted from me,
As I lay here,
I realize something.
You were never my fairytale,
You were my nightmare.
Apr 17, 2014
Apr 17, 2014 at 12:47 PM UTC