rebekah-elizabeth
American
Doubt thou that the stars are fire; / Doubt that the sun doth move; / Doubt truth be a liar; / But never doubt I love... / - Hamlet / / / Just your totally not normal, depressed 16 year old girl, who has a love for words and crazy music... And looking to live a fairy tale of my own!
Moons gleaming
Has a true meaning.
A pure soul
Who wants to know
Past fields shinning.
Rose petals falling,
Our tears shedding.
The once cured cured,
Cancers blooming
In young hearts,
Coming to get you.
But I'll be there
and I'll catch you.
But I cant save you.
Clocks striking 3 am,
Watch the demons dancing
In silver slippers.
Green eyes showing
The pain inside.
It's time to say good bye.
Time to go dancing with the demons,
In your silver slippers.
Cancers come to take
My dying flower.
It spread over the seas
Shinning white like pearls.
Cancers come and gone
Demons dancing in silver slippers.
Her green eyes saw
The moons gleaming.
Apr 7, 2014
Apr 7, 2014 at 2:54 PM UTC
She wore a mask
That was constantly changing.
She looked out through with hollow eyes,
And all the world ever saw was her painted smile.
In her room she sat a thought
"If I take off the mask..."
And that's as far as she got.
She cried all night,
Cracking her precious mask.
In her mind she turned away,
And it fell,
Shattering into a thousand pieces...
Her masks were all to small
And her smiles were all washed away,
She thought of death.
But that was a just hope
In a pretty mask.
She sat on her bed
And asked herself
"If I was gone who would notice?"
That night she slept
Her demons all fast asleep
And the monsters were still inside her head.
But she slept a dreamless sleep.
Her mask slipped and shattered,
And the her guardian angel saw
Was a girl looking for a hero,
And he silently whispered
"Please don't leave, I have seen the real you.
And I don't think I could live without you."
On her desk he laid out a pair of wings,
He crawled into her bed
And kissed her good night,
As he slowly died.
For the wings he gave her were his own.
With his last breath he said
"I'll see you soon my angel. Don't say goodbye yet."
Once she woke in the might she saw the wings
And the feathers laying beside her.
She realized what happened.
And cried till the morning sun rose.
She took her wings and flew away.
The thought of him giving her his life,
Made her feel loved.
As the years passed she grew to love the real her.
And as she laid out in bed,
All feeble and weak,
She saw her guardian angel
With wings stapled to his back,
Flying down to say their final
Wishes and thank yous.
And together they whispered
"It's time to leave, We have seen the real me.
And I don't think I could live without you.
With the love we have shared and the pain we have gone through,
I think its time to say goodbye."
And together they flew,
Into the burning sun.
With their last breath
They held hands and said
"Never say goodbye. Say hello"
And with that the girl with hope
And her guardian were consumed in love.
The family watched as her heart slowly stopped,
They watched with watering eyes,
As she smiled
And slowly she died.
There was no pain.
They remembered the story
Of the guardian angel,
The broken girl,
And the shattered mask.
And they just knew
She died happily...
Mar 31, 2014
Mar 31, 2014 at 10:19 AM UTC
She lives in a fairy tale
Doesn't care 'bout friends
Or money.
She waits up in la-la-land
Waiting for her prince charming.
Looking out past her bars and chains,
She didn't want to think about the court date
Or the bad things he did to her.
But who wants a girl
Stuck in a world
That no one understands?
She read of grand escapes
And secret passages,
But she was stuck in her mind.
Only falling closer to hell,
To her make believe hopes.
But who wants a girl who can't tell you
About how she feels,
Or what she needs.
Mar 31, 2014
Mar 31, 2014 at 9:38 AM UTC
They slowly lost all hope,
The noose swaying to and fro.
"But we love you"
Never did help their obsession.
The razors got bigger,
The burns got more frequent,
And they all got skinnier.
All the while society got meaner,
Voicing true beauty,
That no one could manage.
The mirrors slowly got clouded,
Hiding all their true feelings.
But with every day we lost
Another fighter.
No one saw their tears,
They covered all the scars,
And smiled,
All the while they where dying inside.
They all managed to stay alive,
Until they saw societies views.
The night finally came,
They kissed the moon goodnight,
They were going to start a life in the sky.
The letter they wrote
Brought tears to those eyes who saw...
The note simply said
"I'm Done."
They had fought the battle tooth and nail,
But they were shot down
By the idea of perfection.
They stood up bravely,
And fought.
They had no intentions
Of bringing pain
To those they loved.
They are in our hearts forever and always.
Though they said they were done,
We will always keep on the fighting.
No matter societies views,
The people who stand side by side,
Are what beauty is.
You are all loved....
Mar 14, 2014
Mar 14, 2014 at 11:53 AM UTC
His body was left rigid,
In the snow,
All alone.
Truth be told,
He had a criminal mind,
And a half hearted smile...
It was just a guess that you were depressed,
That with each caress,
Your morbid mind would digest.
But being all alone,
Is really no way to go,
As you so surely demised.
Why did you try fighting it alone?
With me we could have postponed
The unearthly groan
Of what lived bellow...
Mar 2, 2014
Mar 2, 2014 at 12:06 AM UTC
I'll be your Loise Lane,
If you be my Superman,
And we will go flying away.
I''l be Sally and you be Jack,
And we will go running,
Running through the pumpkin patch.
You can be the Beast and I'll be Beauty,
Because with every day you hide the beast,
And show the beauty.
We fit together like your hand in mine.
Where you are, I'm sure to follow.
We have a love worth saving,
A love worth dying for,
And a love that shows our strength...
We are simply meant to be.
Feb 28, 2014
Feb 28, 2014 at 11:17 PM UTC
It's here again
That feeling of doubt
I am at war with myself
I'm at the point of where I can't go back
Not this time I'm sorry
It's not you, It's me, is all I can say
Even my painted smile is fading
My mask is falling
I know you'll be there for me
But you know life is like flies
Friendship is born and it dies
It's like standing on the ledge
A breath away from spiraling downward
Past cotton candy clouds
I really don't mind this demise
My heart is flying
But my mind is dying
I know its to late but I want to start over
I'm going to rewrite the first page of my life
You know my mind could be fixed
But hell has a lullaby that is so calming
Come and fix me please
Play a game of doctor to fix my weeping soul
I don't believe my body could take another cut
What can I do?
It's here again
Doubt
I know this pain wont last
I know that this knife wont help
But to see the cotton candy clouds
Sweetens up the whole deal
But a hug just might help
One of flesh and blood
But once I get to close
I go spiraling down farther
Down to hells sweet lullaby
But this feeling
This feeling of doubt will go
It will go past cotton candy clouds
To a safer place
Past cotton candy clouds.
Feb 27, 2014
Feb 27, 2014 at 4:30 PM UTC
We ruled like royalty!
Just you and me.
We held the key to the world.
But just you and me.
We had the power to what was just.
But our love is so much.
You wore the crown and I the robe.
We watch the kingdom fall.
Fall to war.
But you and me, only us.
No mater the pain.
You had me, and I had you.
Down our castle walls went.
Hand in hand you and I stand.
For ever together.
Royalty of the street,
sweeping away our faults.
But together we stand
Hand in hand.
Just you and me against the world.
Feb 20, 2014
Feb 20, 2014 at 2:58 PM UTC
Life's window is stained glass
Cracked with imperfections
Shot through with grief and anger.
Life's window is only a piece of glass.
So replace it.
Replace it with a pretty view,
So sun may shine through,
Even on rainy days.
Feb 20, 2014
Feb 20, 2014 at 9:16 AM UTC
Who knew with a tempting fate,
a monster grew from my heart...
Who knew I would love him,
and he love me...
Those eyes could see through my soul
His voice pierced my heart
His touch... oh, his touch was so inviting
But truth be told I loved the monster my love have made,
because I know he is always there in the dark of night.
All he ever tried to do was protect me from the world,
although with his strength he crushed me.
But my love stays the same
Those eyes could see through my soul
His voice pierced my heart
But with his touch he healed my open wounds
He is the phantom that brings me to heaven,
and the ghost that brings me to hell.
He is there even if I can't see,
I know he can see me.
Those eyes could see my pain
His voice scared away all the demons
and with his touch, he covered me in warmth...
Feb 9, 2014
Feb 9, 2014 at 9:03 PM UTC