While we were drunk in love..
Never did I know he was sitting on the fence....
Oct 14, 2018
Oct 14, 2018 at 7:38 AM UTC
i felt tears run down my cheeks as i thought about everything once again.
how the events in my life lead me to this point in time.
how i am the person i am because of my past and the people in life.
i don't know what this feeling is but i'm feeling.
the lump in my throat grows and climbs upwards to the point where i just stare at my ceiling,
mouth opened,
tears running down my face,
i'm paralyzed in this moment.
i deserve to be happy.
it's taken a lot to finally say that.
i wish time would stop.
i wish i could breathe without worry.
there will be a day where i'll wake up to wind chimes and waves softly crashing,
and this is enough for me.
these tears,
these tears are tears of acceptance and this is enough.
Oct 14, 2018
Oct 14, 2018 at 7:35 AM UTC
Love is like a ****** - it hurts at first
Like a shooting pain from a needle that
****** the skin in a middle of your arm
Like a fire, floating through your veins as it
Burns it's way to a middle of your heart
Before it clouds your mind
You feel your body float as
Free as one will ever be
Unknowingly your mind slows and races
To unimagined peak of ecstasy.
Oct 14, 2018
Oct 14, 2018 at 7:31 AM UTC
People walk on by and only glance in my direction
unaware that I am suffering from a deep rooted infection.
For don't you see that I'm painfully dying
and in the future you'll know that I could've been saved,
all it took was a simple moment of trying
and to hear the things that I always craved.
They tell you a drowning man will drag you down
but I've always been a strong swimmer,
we can easily take on another pound
just focus on the waves surfing glimmer.
Keep going, keep rowing,
don't inhale that salty sea.
The wind's blowing, exhaustion is showing,
I'll hold you up even when you can't hold me.
People walk on by and only glance in my direction
they aren't the slightest bit shocked at my self inflicted dissection.
For I desperately need to remove my organs of rot,
these days feeling just takes too much of a toll on me,
and they're so badly damaged that no customer has bought,
even when I offered them up for free.
They tell you a drowning man will drag you under
but I've always been gifted with a swift stroke,
how I made it out this far truly is a wonder,
or maybe just another sad tasteless joke.
Keep going, keep towing,
don't you give up so easily.
The wind's blowing, pace is slowing,
I'll hold you up even when you can't hold me.
So call me Ismael 'cause I'm lost at sea,
was caught up in a current very swiftly,
and my white whale has lost all interest in me,
I guess there's some other place it would rather be,
than stuck in my sad excuse for company.
Do I glimpse land's salvation or am I just succumbing to insanity?
Oct 14, 2018
Oct 14, 2018 at 7:30 AM UTC
While I sat under the the sun..
It burned my heart so bad..
But its hotness was nothing compared to the heat I feel when your lips touches mine....
Oct 13, 2018
Oct 13, 2018 at 6:48 PM UTC
Pierce thru my spine with your fingers..
Caress my edge with the depth of your love..
Loose yourself into me..
Scatter me with every breath you give..
You are my number one...
I'll long for nothing but your touch..
Rebecca Nneka
Oct 13, 2018
Oct 13, 2018 at 6:25 PM UTC
I planted a seed
I watched it grow.
I watered it daily
I loved it so.
Every morning I opened my eyes
So I could admire you.
And you used to look back at me
and you admired me too.
But I looked to the horizon,
and I saw death in the sky.
Then, the storm took you away from me
and I couldn't understand why.
It's been a long time
since I lost my sweet, pretty flower
Sometimes I want to plant a new one
But I don't think it will grow.
Sometimes I feel like I've already planted one
Other times I feel like I never did.
Maybe I planted it but never watered it.
I don't really know.
I want to ask you to be my sweet, pretty flower
But I think I forgot how.
Oct 13, 2018
Oct 13, 2018 at 6:20 PM UTC
The day we met...
They were the water
surrounding an exotic island.
They were calm and peaceful,
sparkling in the sun.
I swam with leisure.
The day we fought...
They were the sea
before a storm.
Swirling currents
chilled me to the bone.
I struggled against the current.
The day he left...
It was like a hurricane hit
our once peaceful beach.
The waves were wild.
They flashed with lightning.
I finally drown.
Oct 12, 2018
Oct 12, 2018 at 7:41 PM UTC
Burning heart
Matching soul
What will it take
To feel a bit whole
Spinning head
Cloud of smoke
Just one bad habit
To fix what's broke
My throat still aches
I just wanted to feel awake...
Oct 12, 2018
Oct 12, 2018 at 7:39 PM UTC
Though we fought..
I still believe..
Though we yelled at each other..
I still believe
Though we turned strangers..
I still believe..
Though I am not longer your muse..
I still believe..
Though you've become the one that got away..
I still believe..
I still believe that someday...
You and me will find ourselves in love again...
I won't give up waiting for that knock on the door..
How can I get away from you when you are like the air I breath?
I will keep waiting
I will keep believing..
I will keep loving you..
I love you like my very own soul..
Oct 12, 2018
Oct 12, 2018 at 7:38 PM UTC