So much love, unrequited love
Nothing hurts me more
The sound of your voice makes my heart soar
Your face makes me beam with glory
When I'm with you all I want to do is sing my praises
But to you its nothing, you go through so many phases
I just want to adore you and love you the only way I know how
Seems to me , though, that its too late now
Jan 9, 2017
Jan 9, 2017 at 2:10 AM UTC
Hold me close again,
Don't tell me this is the end.
Alcohol on your breath,
How did we get into this mess?
The nicotine clings to my bed,
Just like the lies you said.
You took my fragile heart,
And filled it with your art.
The masterpiece of your lies,
Spoken right to my eyes.
Lie to me one last time,
Tell me it's all going to be fine.
Mar 10, 2016
Mar 10, 2016 at 3:49 AM UTC
Tell me have you had your fill?
Was I your cheap thrill?
Lie to me, tell me I'm the one,
Have you had your fun?
Throw me in the trash,
Where you keep your stash.
I'll join all the rest,
Since I failed your test.
Do you feel proud?
Do you see me, now?
You left me broken,
With the others, unspoken.
No, I won't shed a tear,
Now, all is clear.
You think you're a man,
But you'll never understand.
You'll never know love,
Nothing to speak of.
Now I'm the one who's sane,
Since I defaulted on your game.
Mar 10, 2016
Mar 10, 2016 at 3:38 AM UTC
My sheets still smell like you.
The nicotine clings to it like glue.
Still here, where you left this deep, gaping hole.
The poison of your lies, the poison of your soul.
Through your eyes, I spotted our demise.
Fake smile, fake words, everything is lies.
Faking everything just to get what you wanted,
Now I'm stuck here, feeling haunted.
Jan 2, 2016
Jan 2, 2016 at 12:28 AM UTC
We are all one,
Accept it or not.
Human beings are one,
Despite what you once thought.
Treat everyone the same,
Give them all what they deserve.
The truth is, what we all need is love,
Something everyone should be served.
Hate and intolerance is the easy way
Forgiveness is a much harder road
It is something not much thought about
Something that is not well-known.
Practice tolerance and you will be freed.
The peace is yours for the taking,
The fire inside you to be quelled.
A life of understanding is yours for the taking.
Nov 20, 2013
Nov 20, 2013 at 3:43 PM UTC
People let you down,
And people tear your heart out
The only thing in this world
You can rely on is your own clout
Come into this world alone
And death is the same
We are all here in this life together
So on whom can we place the blame?
Stop making one person everything
And letting them hold so much worth
Putting them on a pedestal
Is doomed to cause inevitable hurt
At one point in your life
You realize there is no one on which to rely
Time to face the painful truth
As you finally open your eyes
The only one you have is yourself
So learn to treat it right
No one can be relied upon to carry you
Through your inescapable plight.
Nov 20, 2013
Nov 20, 2013 at 3:38 PM UTC
Can I have a new body please
One that works
One to carry me throughout the day,
Without knowing constant hurt.
A heart that knows no sorrows,
Not mended up with tape.
One that feels love and joy,
Not one that is filled with hate.
A brand new stomach, fully functional
One that can digest
A gut that can take the burden of my suffering,
But now, I digress
A bladder that is of normal size
That doesn't keep me up at night
A bladder that isn't nothing but a pain
One that doesn't seek revenge just to spite
A brain that is fully functional
One that allows me to be at peace
One devoid of anxieties and fears
One that doesn't ruminate on the grief
If only my body was working,
The way it was meant to be.
I wouldn't be crying a river
Thinking that maybe it's me.
Nov 19, 2013
Nov 19, 2013 at 11:27 PM UTC
Why did I ever love you
What is there to love?
Going to sleep, feeling snubbed?
What about the criticism about how I spend my money?
You think you can control me, you got another thing coming honey.
Manipulating me with lavish gifts, loving words and poems.
Thinking I'm stupid enough to not see our relationship is broken?
Throwing a fit when you don't get your way,
Ignoring my needs every single day.
Denying me of the love I crave,
You are slowly digging my early grave.
Shattering my self esteem seems to be your intent,
When I try to say anything, you always dissent.
My words don't matter, I am worthless,
Still your tirade continues, you are merciless.
Please let me go and stop this oppression,
Time to allow someone else the pleasure of this succession.
Sep 9, 2013
Sep 9, 2013 at 12:59 AM UTC
Gone is the love
Which held us together
Gone is the glue
That bonded us forever
Too many words have been exchanged
My heart can't take any more
My soul is dead inside
How did this become so deranged?
The enamor faded from your eyes
No longer do I have my soul mate
Tuning me out with the radio
Stifling my heart-wrenching cries
Insults fly at me from every direction
Blindsided in the most unthinkable way
So numb inside that I don't know if I am alive
Praying so deeply for a resurrection
Wanting to go back in time
Erase all the memories and all the pain
Go back and prevent our first meeting
Wishing I never had known this love that was once mine
Sep 9, 2013
Sep 9, 2013 at 12:51 AM UTC
I am dead inside
You killed me slowly
Drained my body
Broke my heart
And buried my soul
Every fiber of my being deadened
Nerves numb
Heart barely beating
Now I am dead.
Sep 9, 2013
Sep 9, 2013 at 12:45 AM UTC