I'm so different then i was back then,
I know you changed so much too.
But while you seem scared of me,
I long to learn more about you.
I wish there was no you and me,
I wish it was us, to put it simply.
It was my fault without a doubt,
Even while you were quiet, I would scream and shout.
While we are quiet different you and I,
I never wanted to make you cry.
I feel so small for the things I said,
These things are constantly running through my head.
While you were strong, I was weak,
I moved on, loved another, and you couldn't sleep.
You have every reason to still be mad,
There is nothing, that makes me more sad.
For I love you, and you did love me,
For reasons I could never see.
Our lives have changed so much,
I really tried to keep it touch.
The one I loved, and trusted so,
Couldn't ever let it go.
While it's my fault ultimately,
Blinded, I couldn't see the forest through the trees.
Now I can see, and you don't care,
I will not quit trying to repair.
A friendship a love so important to me,
Your face, i still see in my dreams.
Nov 7, 2014
Nov 7, 2014 at 3:39 AM UTC