raquel-centore
Hi my name is Raquel Centore and im 20 years old. To be blunt poetry is not a strong point of mine but from now to then I find a spark of words that make me want to write again. Im a bit lost with my ideas on what i want to do with my life but i find i enjoy simple wonders, though im very curious to have all kinds of experiences. I may have some triggering poems, i think its clean for now, so be warned. Thanks for stopping in.
I sit here all alone
my body filled with pain
a car crash in the heart
I hope you dont feel the same
I smoked my last cigerate, all in a couple breaths
we buy our pleasure from the street
thrusting it into our blood
with ****** of twisted relief
I remember the day you left me here
knowing i had no fight left
your eyes have lost their piercing stare
left with helpless green
But god do i blame me
Did we lose it all?
Love lost by this fall
i write the note to you
i've jumped because of me
Apr 10, 2015
Apr 10, 2015 at 1:19 AM UTC
Why did you have to go?
shut behind that old door
Unexpectly quite you layed
your son’s haunting words forming in my ears
“My dad is dead”
An unexpected sentence forever stuck on replay
You were a farther of two
But for me, you made it three
And In the end would of been a father by law
the groom has no father's advice in his stressing last moments
a tinge of sadness lingers with sight of a front row empty seat
"Till death due us part" cracks out of our mouths
never to meet a grandchild
Known by spoken stories and old photos
grandfather by legend over sight
You made me smile when i was down
A son's backbone through thick and thin
We hope you rest, but wish you never left.
Mar 23, 2015
Mar 23, 2015 at 8:13 PM UTC
Childhood years full of green grass
A little girl free of care, full of spirit
The mirror was forigen to her gaze
Middle school girl feels abit queer
She found her body to be changing
She feels the mirror’s light stare
High school girl is made of glass
Body stuck in a delusional freeze frame
Everyday she tries to hide what the mirror dreadfully enhances in her eyes
Bathroom visit to throw up her enemy
Gym routines that can't ever be missed
Troubled truly by her magnified flaws
Last summer at home spent in bed
Hospitalized from the demon she let in
Her heart grows so weak, she'd be dead by next week
She breaks all the mirrors that messed with her head
She eats her first meal praying it will stay
She enters her college revivied and refocus on books not just body looks.
Girls you are all beautiful no matter your size.
Jan 28, 2015
Jan 28, 2015 at 11:20 PM UTC
You are the cause of my ******* pain
Every text is another lyric to my heartbreak.
Needle holes made from the memory of your face.
Pins and needles rush my body,
to fabricate a synthetic feeling of our kisses.
Morphine warms me through these lonely nights
Jan 20, 2015
Jan 20, 2015 at 9:59 PM UTC
Back in this room
Standing foot steps apart
But paces start to feel like miles.
My lips drip with poisoned words
But you tear at my skin secured
By the cure of her tongue
I remember you’d sing lullibies,
But now the words have decayed
Silence lingers like her perfume
Alone in this bed together
The last first words that night,
I chose to go when i could of just arrived.
Jan 20, 2015
Jan 20, 2015 at 8:57 PM UTC
I remember the day
You took the words away
Lost sight of rythmic thoughts
My stomach felt knots
Now i know why
Paper words hold harsh lies
Ink feelings for a mistress
Things I never thought to witness
But far from perfect score i hold
Shown full of photos for the bold
Pale skin
Blazed with sin
Jan 16, 2015
Jan 16, 2015 at 10:06 PM UTC
Back in this room
Standing foot steps apart
Paces that feel like miles to our hearts
A gaze of hell fire eyes
Decay all words into silence
A battle that Id wish to run from
A enemy I want to love more
Aug 4, 2014
Aug 4, 2014 at 12:07 AM UTC
When we start
Leave out the heart
If you hold me tight
My tears I can fight
You’re a deadly kiss
A sensation I surely miss
Your hands glide over my skin
We are just committing sin after sin
Jun 3, 2014
Jun 3, 2014 at 4:44 PM UTC
Our meeting lips
Should never split
No matter where we stand
Hold me with your hands
Though rain drops hit our cheeks
Your lips I will always seek
Jun 3, 2014
Jun 3, 2014 at 4:38 PM UTC