Baby you are the one thing..
Like freddy kruger
You are in my dreams
Like pin heads nails
Your always on my mind
Like leather face
I really don't know who I am..
..With out you
I guess what I'm saying is
I love you and even Jason machete could not cut us apart
Sep 1, 2017
Sep 1, 2017 at 6:28 AM UTC
My sabina my love my little spoon. I hope you are having wonderful dreams of a sweet loving wolf and an innocent little girl he takes in to his dark den and keeps as his mate forever. I want to tell you about tonight. How I saw wonder woman and how I wish you where there. How they have these seats that drop the arm rests and we can cuddle the entire time. No I want to tell you about wonder woman and more importantly I saw you in her. She's kind humble brave talented speaks multiple languages and all those things are you.. it's the fact she saw good in men kind of the way you see the good in me.. and she fights for love. I see so much of you in her. And when I saw my self.. I relate the best to superman.. even tho I often get compared to batman. Superman has no home. Can't talk to any one about his past. He's alone. He does the best he can but no one can know him. Other then wonder woman and they fall in love. He inspires hope in her and she inpires love in him. I wonder do I give you hope babe? Do I make you feel strong and proud? Because honestly you make me feel like I can fly. That I can carry the world on my back and that what I do matters. You take that lonely man in a cap and you make him proud to say he is your superman. And you are my wonder woman. The most wonderful woman I have ever met and I love you. I hope my nerd rant made you smile I hope it made you blush and I hope it tells you how much of my world you mean to me. My love
Jun 7, 2017
Jun 7, 2017 at 9:05 AM UTC
Why is there hope
That thing that seems to linger
It ties me down and binds
It's warm embrace
Heaven to some
Hell to others
Why is there hope
When all seems lost
Like a dream of things to come
For the future and for life
Slowly decaying
Twisting in a heart like a knife
Why is there hope
A curse that can't be released
When hope becomes pain
A hot coal in my hand
When it's time will I be free
Cold and fades
Because hope dies last
Mar 30, 2017
Mar 30, 2017 at 10:29 AM UTC
So with raging chest pain...
Ended up in the hospital.
Take my tests.
Look inside me.
This knife only I feel.
So this is it?
I always knew I'd destroy my self
Sep 26, 2016
Sep 26, 2016 at 11:19 PM UTC
It's 11 am
...
I'm fighting depression
....
I'm loosing...
Sep 1, 2016
Sep 1, 2016 at 12:11 PM UTC
My head is a tomb of memories
Pain and sorrow
Walk these hallways
I can't forget the wrongs I've done
And the the times I failed
Be Stronger Faster Smarter
The demands of my past rage
But I can't I'm just me
I'm just me...
So my mind is haunted
My so lost in the depths of this hell
So my skull screams
You failed
And I whisper
I'm just me..
Aug 25, 2016
Aug 25, 2016 at 5:09 PM UTC
Sitting here
I think "Who am I"
Nameless..
Faceless...
Hopeless....?
I'm a nightmare
The disaster
The thing people run from
Where only angels dare run to
I never amounted to much
My legacy is ash and memory
Dark things shifting in my soul
This mask this composure
Falling like dust to the floor
Scared and broken the feeling washes away
Ruby Red and hair black and smooth as jet.
This is who I am
Rage and force
The storm heart
A demon wolf in sheep clothes
Some times I forget
That I am..
Chaos and proud
Aug 22, 2016
Aug 22, 2016 at 2:46 AM UTC
Dark creature
How do I say
Longing
And cold
This thing
You have become
Brutal
Fighter
This is not you
Not what you were
Scared and in pain
Hurting every day
This was not life
Not your way
But lost
And alone
This was what you
Had to do
To get through
Day after day
I forgive you
Mar 20, 2016
Mar 20, 2016 at 9:22 PM UTC
What does not **** you
Scars you
I lesson carved in flesh and soul
The pain fades leaving a road map
of life
Tales of adventure and broken hearts
And the memory of days long past
And I say
This THIS IS ME
and no one can steal this
I am scared
I am proud of the failures I have made
and the mistakes I have gotten up from only
to make again
~
My Scars
My Story
My Life
~
In the end I smile
And remember the little things
That makes my life me
Feb 26, 2016
Feb 26, 2016 at 3:48 AM UTC
My failure
My fault
I never knew I could fall so far
And destroy my own world
Why and how's a blur
But the pain remains
The Pain worse then any other
Is the fear of loosing you
Your love and
My world
Sabina my love
I truely do not deserve you
Jan 30, 2016
Jan 30, 2016 at 2:59 PM UTC