The clouds tend to move faster the more that I stare
Time slows down making this pain harder to bear
The more I move closer the less you seem to care
Loving you closely hurts
From behind ain’t my style
So I love you from a distance
I’m trying my best to make you happy
but you just become more distant
I break my boundaries in search of your satisfaction
But You only see me
When it’s time for action
When it’s time for love
When it’s time for fun
When it’s time for commitment
I realize I’m not the only one
I guess I’ll be here when you choose to visit
I guess I’ll be here when you start to miss it
I guess I’ll be here when we plan to meet
I only wish that our lonely road was a two way street
Jan 30, 2018
Jan 30, 2018 at 9:17 AM UTC
I remember when it was just you and me
Our late nights our early mornings
Were they all in vain ?
We could talk to each other about anything, anytime
Now it seems like you can’t find the time ,for me
At first we swore that is was love
Or maybe we mistook it for something else
Is it a sin to say that I miss you ?
Yes,
Because now you're never here
I guess that was the old you
I wonder if you know that the grass is never greener on the other side ?
I guess no one informed you because you still left
You had the best
But you traded in all our memories and moments
For someone who doesn’t love you
For simple immaturity
For the fear of being the center of everyone’s gossip
For being Afraid of being with a bomb *** girl like me
I guess its just you and her now
I cant but all the blame on you
I had my moment where I didn’t appreciate you and all that you did
But it never out weighed the things you did
And the way you reacted
But I forgive you , its okay
We’re going our separate ways
Now we’re entering onto a path to find love from another
And all we have left is the memories of each other.
May 1, 2016
May 1, 2016 at 3:56 PM UTC
You weren’t here when I escaped this abyss
What she promised you isn’t quite like this
Now shes a strike out , a hit and miss
you’ll probably end up running back to me , begging for a kiss
I’ll just turn you down with a polite diss
Regretfully reminiscing about my soft lips
You return because you can’t resist the sway of my hips
I don’t think you get the gist
Its over
I quit …
Feb 8, 2016
Feb 8, 2016 at 4:49 PM UTC
*In this country I fear for my life
Violence today is far from your everyday fight
This just doesn't feel right
To sit here and not write
What has happened to my little Bahama land ?
Today people rob and **** for fun
Toddlers aren't afraid to wave a gun
Im sick to my stomach as I look in disbelief
Could being killed be my new destiny
What has happened to my little Bahama land ?
Innocent people caught in crossfire
All from stupid incidents that had been transpired
130 murders! Rings in my ears
Young children around me shedding tears
What has happened to my little Bahama land ?
Sun , sand and sea?
Means nothing
if innocently killed mothers cant enjoy it with me
I am the youth and I will be the change
I'll do it hand by hand
I beg plead and ask
What has happened to my little ol Bahama land ?
~ Rae Lauren*
Feb 8, 2016
Feb 8, 2016 at 4:06 PM UTC
*Tragedy and danger seem to go hand and hand for me
If its not your downpour of criticism Its my life falling apart before my very eyes
It's always something new
I cant seem to catch my breath
As strong as I may seem
The weaker I am
The more oblivious I may appear
The more aware I actually am
All the preconceived notions spread about me constantly overwhelm me
Its always something new
I cant seem to catch my breath
I feel boxed in
One way in no way out
Im being pressured it assimilate to the norm of society
The stress is eating me alive
Its always something new
I just cant seem to catch my breath
~ Rae Lauren*
Feb 8, 2016
Feb 8, 2016 at 4:04 PM UTC
*Whats the point in fighting if you know you've already lost the battle ?
Whats the point of trying when you know you won't succeed?
Whats the point in loving if you always end up heartbroken?
Whats the point of living when you already feel dead inside?
The point is that there is a person out there whose worth fighting for .
A person whose worth failing for.
Someone whose worth the heartbreak
Theres somebody meant for you thats worth living for
And we will never meet this special person
If we keep looking for the point in things
Instead of taking each day at a time
To just live
~ Raelauren*
Feb 8, 2016
Feb 8, 2016 at 4:02 PM UTC
*The walls start closing in
My heart is pumping
Tears are rolling
My chest is heavy
I can’t breathe
Why am I fronting?
This aint nothing new
I get these feelings every time I talk to you
And I don’t know why I keep coming back
I guess I’m using you to compensate for something I lack
I’m trying to find happiness in you
But you just end up stabbing me in the back
I just can’t keep away
Your smile is sinister
Your beautiful face, a silent killer
Your voice intoxicating
And you catch me when I’m drunk with love
And all up in my feelings
And I don’t realize how fatal you are
Until …
The walls start closing in
My heart starts pumping fast
tears start rolling
My chest gets heavy
And I just can’t breathe
~ Rae lauren*
Feb 8, 2016
Feb 8, 2016 at 3:56 PM UTC
My heart jumps when I cross your path
Do you know that I love you the way I hate math?
Its funny how you don’t get my jokes
Its probably cuz I always choke
You walk away when I just want you to stay
Seeing you makes my whole entire day
Your body is like fine wine.
You got more incising with age
But then you went and flipped the page
Rumors that you’re with her and not me
Crushed and destroyed my sanity
Spinning in a spiral of hate
So hurt I remember the date
When the grave was my fate
OD on some really heavy drugs
All because I never got that one hug
I loved you but you never felt the same
No wonder they say love is a dangerous game
Feb 7, 2016
Feb 7, 2016 at 10:09 AM UTC
Stay a while
Baby why you playing with my head
You aint like them other guys who just wanna get in bed
Because …
You wanna get to know me
You appreciated my style
There are no ulterior motives
I hope you stay a while
Those other guys don’t wanna get to know me and whats really on my mind
They only wanna know the color of my thighs
We whisper all night and talk all day
About what you love , I love
they all most seem the same
We both looking for that Will and Jada love
Not that Monica and Bill love
Its so refreshing
Its so unique
Your not like them other guys
Because
You wanna get to know me
You appreciated my style
There are no ulterior motives
I really hope you stay a while
Jul 15, 2015
Jul 15, 2015 at 11:38 PM UTC
Why does she keep doing this to herself?
Shes falling for a guy who only cares about himself
His only motive is to please whats in his pants
While this heart broken girl is giving him a chance
Giving him a peak at what he could have
She's insecure and is going out on a limb
Asking God
"Should I trust him ?"
Jul 15, 2015
Jul 15, 2015 at 2:15 PM UTC