The wave,
Not slow, not rolling,
All the sudden crashing,
Crashing over me, All of me
It's this day
There's a feeling about it
One all its own
It holds the truth...
You're gone
I walk, ever so steady
One foot in front, then switch
A concentration...Just to not fall
Past concrete and marble,
To one etching
This one etching
Not only engraved in stone,
But the most in my mind
A name, a few dates
The last date lining up
With the day my wave hit
The rain sinks into cotton
Drenching my shoulders, my heart
I stand, I'm still, I weep
Weep with the rain.
My sorrow,
My maddness
Is not because of you.
No, it's because of
The absence of you
Retrace my steps
No looking back
My moan marking your eternal place
I'm done tumbling through the water
Though I still can not find breath
Everything else today
Everything felt, everything thought,
All took flight
Because all that matters
Is I miss you.
I love you.
And...
I can never have you.
This wave, this wave I feel
Swept you away with the tide
No sweet endings,
No goodbyes.
Today, I remember
Times fought, and times lost
On this day, I remember you
Your lovely, smiling face
But the wave will wash that smile
Maybe from the sand,
But not from my heart.
Never this heart.
Aug 3, 2011
Aug 3, 2011 at 6:42 PM UTC