It ate at her brain
The insomnia incessant
As the minute hand ticked
And the second hand clicked
Try as she might her eyes
Could not shut tight
Thinking of answers to questions which
Made her head and heart hurt
Cancerous overthinking
Perhaps it just might've been
The one that caused
All those sleepless nights
Jan 3, 2017
Jan 3, 2017 at 2:32 AM UTC
don't blame me when I walk away because you didn't treasure me when I was around
don't blame me for telling my friends about what a ****** personality you have when you hurt me because I ain't gonna bottle it up and feel upset over someone like you
don't blame me for being jealous when you hang out with others instead of me because you're the one who made me feel our friendship actually meant something to you at the start
don't blame me when our friendship comes to an end and we become total strangers one day
because you and I both know I've put in my best effort
so don't even try to point your nasty finger at me
Apr 20, 2014
Apr 20, 2014 at 11:36 AM UTC
your name leaves my lips with a smile
it teases my eyes
making them sparkle
a special gleam, there is
your fingers wrapped around mine
your arm against mine
the silence inbetween
somehow
strange, it doesn't seem
my head on your shoulder
my lip against yours
the moulding is perfect
my heart is now yours
Apr 9, 2014
Apr 9, 2014 at 10:45 AM UTC
when you draw near
it's as if
the air thins
and I forget my breathing mechanism
when you draw close
my breath sharpens
shallow inhalation taking over
my pupils dilate
heart accelerates
muscles contract and
my mouth twists into a crooked smile
not too big, to the point
you think I'm overly excited
because of your presence
but not so small
you think
you're nothing to me at all
that's the multitude of the effect
the effect you have on me
pathetic
isn't it
because all I can do
is hope this incessant feeling fades
before it eats me
from the inside out
Apr 8, 2014
Apr 8, 2014 at 6:51 PM UTC
calms your nerves it does
gives you a little sugar when you're sad
it was a popcorn kernel romance
the ugly little kernel
not love at first sight
but then 'BAM' the explosion
full blown, her heart open and exposed
feelings pour out, once in a lifetime
she'll never be the same
he risks burning-
fingers, skin, scorched pulse and bone,
but hey you only live once
because a popcorn will make you happy
a popcorn will make you smile
and hey it may even fill your tummy for a little while
// inspired
Apr 6, 2014
Apr 6, 2014 at 11:24 AM UTC
Like leaves falling
People dying
An apple rotting
My life crumbling apart
Struggling not to drown
I pray
It'll all turn around
The minute hand
Round and round
My tears
I'm holding them down
But they fall
And touch the ground
Mar 4, 2014
Mar 4, 2014 at 7:45 AM UTC
Why are we strangers
When we can be friends
Why do we walk past each other
Both out eyes flickering with recognition
Yet no acknowledgement of any sort is made
Why do I feel like I know you
Then again all that had happened between us
Was simply a moment of acquaintance
A fraction of our time spent together
And then we go our separate ways
If we were strangers
Why would I feel the tinge of sadness
Fix it
Fix that gaping hole between our, our-
What are we again?
Remind me, because It feels so insignificant I seemed to have forgotten.
Sep 12, 2013
Sep 12, 2013 at 7:10 AM UTC
When you disappeared from my life
I didn't know whether to laugh or cry
Because it seemed so foolish for me to be sad over something that obviously didn't matter to you
Then again i thought that we were friends and we could share our problems with one another
I guess not
I'm mistaken, I'm wrong
Yet again
So answer me now
你在哪里？
Aug 29, 2013
Aug 29, 2013 at 8:42 AM UTC
I cannot forgive you
For that very day you pushed me
Over the edge
My fingers wrapped tightly
Around those yellow pills
When you told me
You didn't need me
And you didn't care
The feeling of absolute sadness
Crying in vain
The day you scarred me
I will not forgive
When I am sober
You will see
How much you actually meant to me
Aug 22, 2013
Aug 22, 2013 at 9:07 AM UTC
Burning
I feel it
The passion in me
Unstoppable, an impeccable force
Every second
It tingles in my bones
Runs along my veins
With every thump, of my heart
With every pulse through my arteries
I crave
Dancing
Hair whipping
Feet pointing
Arms swinging
Body twisting
Free twirling
I can feel it
The thirst
The hunger
To dance
Express myself
Through body art
Movements
The only kind of art I understand
Relentlessly hoping
For one day
To be set free
Bounding off
To where I first started
A plain white paper
The times where I was able to be creative
Let my inner feelings flow
And paint
Paint my own story
With my body
And in time
I will look back and appreciate
My chest will swell
Pride
I will have accomplished
more than ever before
Because I know
For one
Passion brings you far
It takes you wherever you want
However you want
Because you are the artist
Of your own life story.
Aug 21, 2013
Aug 21, 2013 at 11:48 AM UTC