You were in my dream last night
Woke up not feeling so right
Woke up feeling like I had died
Wishing I had never cried
Thinking someone must have lied
Closed my eyes again in despair
Knowing this whole thing wasn’t fair
Wishing time could repeat itself
This time with me being my own self
You ask what my dream was about
All I tell you is it was full of doubt…
I say I was hurt and put to death
With you taking away my last breath!
Apr 10, 2014
Apr 10, 2014 at 9:41 AM UTC
You told me I was crazy for falling in love with you
You couldn't see all the little things I saw in you
Your smile, your eyes and the depth in you
Were more than enough to make me fall for you
Everything about you makes my heart stop
And being with you makes my world light up
You're the reason I wake up everyday
And I'm willing to stay in your life all the way
You're the only one who can make me smile and cry at the same time,
because baby you're simply my favorite person of all time...
Apr 10, 2014
Apr 10, 2014 at 8:54 AM UTC
When your head gets stuck in the ground there’s a feeling all around, you’re too tall, too small, too fat or too thin, people judging you everywhere, you never know what tomorrow might bring.
This feeling inside grips you tight, keeps you awake at night, haunting you till the morning light. You want to scream loud and true to let everyone know what you’re really going through.
This feeling inside haunts you while you work, it’s always on your mind, everyone just says you’ll be fine, you try to fight it but it just simply won’t be fought
With this feeling inside you never understand who you’re friends are, who they might be, who’s talking behind your back, who’s truly on your side, when will this feeling finally subside?
You’re constantly looking for a route out from this feeling inside, all the while it slowly wears away at your soul, facing it every day is begging to take its toll, this feeling inside comes over like a tidal wave that’ll follow you to your grave.
Apr 10, 2014
Apr 10, 2014 at 5:01 AM UTC
Today, I tried to comfort my 13 year-old self,
But there was nobody there, nobody listening.
It's so cold over there,
So lifeless and sad.
And come to think of it,
I'd rather be mad.
She cries in the middle of the night, hoping one day things would be different.
Then wonders "what if" and suddenly she's indifferent.
And there's nobody there, nobody listening.
I try to make this life as vibrant as can be
For her to finally see
That this is as good as it's gonna get
And that there's nothing she should regret.
But still she storms off in the middle of the night,
Screaming:
"Is anybody there, anybody listening?"
Apr 10, 2014
Apr 10, 2014 at 4:55 AM UTC