To breathe without being strangled
To live without fearing life.
To think without judgment
To love without condition.
To give without asking
To care without getting hurt.
To dream without wondering
To smile without the tears.
I can't fix you,
So don't ask me now.
Wrecked and soaked in despair,
I'm broken beyond repair.
Jun 25, 2014
Jun 25, 2014 at 12:04 PM UTC
"Are you afraid?"
Yes I am afraid.
I'm afraid of so much
like the endings to books,
actually loving someone,
having to tell my mother
what I am.
I'm afraid that my family
will hate me,
that my friends already
do.
That everyone who sees me
labels me as
Miss Confused.
I'm afraid of death and life
and everything in between the
two.
Maybe I'm afraid of myself
but I don't truly have
a clue.
I know I'm afraid of who I will
love one day.
What if they hate me now
or what if they think I'm weird?
What if it's the person I broke up
because I didn't love them
anymore.
I'm afraid of a lot of things
and everyone knows it.
Because a world without
fear.
Is like a world without
law.
It's unruly and unjust.
And you do stupid
things that can
get everyone
killed.
So I'm afraid of the alternative,
the thing I fear most
in this world.
Jun 22, 2014
Jun 22, 2014 at 7:24 PM UTC
Songs are books;
They share a story that is meaningful,
and personal,
etched into the lyrics themselves.
They tell of disaster and triumph,
loss and love,
happiness and sorrow,
often rolled into one.
Although the meaning
may be hidden just out of sight,
with a little time and effort
the plot will become easier to pinpoint.
Cause if you listen to the words
behind that melody,
you will find the hidden meaning,
the plot of this songs
story.
Jun 22, 2014
Jun 22, 2014 at 6:47 PM UTC
you are the dust in my veins
bring me the chaos in my head
gives me an arctic sense in my hand
and all of the dead stars
are staring at me,
the blue soul with empty eyes
telling me it is the time
to let you fly
across the universe
and to let you go
from the room in my little heart
Jun 20, 2014
Jun 20, 2014 at 10:31 PM UTC
where are you?
are you going down the midnight road?
are you running across the green field out there?
are you laughing as the ocean collapse from the sky?
are you still in the same place as you used to be?
where are you?
this little heart misses you so much
and no words can describe this truly pain
the reality hits me so hard
the way that i can't see your smile anymore
where are you?
my skies become so dark without you, sunshine
my world falls into one place without you, love
give me one more chance
to see your soul
into your brown eyes
and i will let you go
with this empty heart.
Jun 20, 2014
Jun 20, 2014 at 10:31 PM UTC
I fall deeply,
stumble,
crawl,
battle,
without your smile
I drown in the sea of tears
out of oxygen,
struggle,
no air,
words all over my head
without you by my side.
Jun 20, 2014
Jun 20, 2014 at 10:31 PM UTC
my heart shattered into pieces
words are wrapped under my skin
the red skies are coming through your shadows
stories are untold, letters are unfold
hands are shaking, eyes tired from crying
i really miss the melody of your laughter
the serenity and butterflies i get
everytime i see you smile
the galaxies and stars inside your shining eyes
how i miss your body and soul
the way you talk and the way you walk
why do you have to leave?
why do you have to go?
don't leave me alone with these broken pieces
i see you on every faces in the streets
i see you on the white ceiling in a cold morning
i see you in the heavy rain
i see you on the blue sky after the sun rises
your smile fades on a summer breeze,
leaves me alone with the humming leaves
only 3 words left out:
i miss you.
Jun 20, 2014
Jun 20, 2014 at 10:31 PM UTC
Before I fell in love
with the midnight sky;
with the summer breeze;
with the deep blue ocean;
with the shimmers of gradation
on the sunset sky;
with all of the city lights
in a starless night;
with the words and poetries;
and even with myself;
it is you who I fell in love with first.
Jun 20, 2014
Jun 20, 2014 at 10:31 PM UTC
how will i let you go
if you look at me
the way sunflower looks at the bright sun
how will i let you go
if you smile at me
the way a poet smiles to their muse
how will i let you go
if you hold me tight
not letting me to slip away from your grip
and soak me in to the deep ocean of yours
a place without oxygen
how will i let you go
if you make my heart beating
the way a blind man seeing a sunrise for the first time
how will i let you go
if my fingers can't stop dance
around the inks and papers
to write these meaningless poetries for you?
tell me, how to let you go?
Jun 20, 2014
Jun 20, 2014 at 10:30 PM UTC
The last time I saw you,
you were living off the moon
and over ripe peaches
The last time I saw you,
the mountains echoed
and the northern lights spelled out our names
The last time I saw you,
our hands were full
of each other
The last time I saw you,
I watered your dying flowers
The last time I saw you,
I knew it would be
our last
Jun 10, 2014
Jun 10, 2014 at 11:54 PM UTC