I can't deal with you if you're so limp that I can feel the burn it makes when I look at you. I say it over and over and over and over, "You're allowed to start things," and "You can have an opinion."
If you'd like to be a loose feather, submissive to every sway of god's breath, keep being so ******* easy to walk on.
There was a time when I ached to know your thoughts so I could love you. I laugh at how ridiculous that would be. I can't love someone who can't fight.
Nov 30, 2014
Nov 30, 2014 at 9:03 PM UTC
I.
not daily
yet
tucked in safely, i'll think of
your thin hands tarnished by the gleam
of something that isn't mine
i know sometimes you wish it's scent were
my skin
of my thoughts
of my irking admiration
a badge; one you'll never wear
'cause you ****** it up, buddy
i hope her gawking mouth makes you feel adequate
that you're safe. deluded
her touch is the one that saves you
and makes you feel complete
Nov 30, 2014
Nov 30, 2014 at 8:48 PM UTC
the numbness in my hands
is almost made up for
by the clean, frosted air
it's now that i think of you
maybe
tracing your skin
uneven with the chill. or my touch.
i don't mind that your hands are warm
somewhere else
you're mine where it counts
Nov 30, 2014
Nov 30, 2014 at 8:46 PM UTC
it wasnt real
the words i felt then
are still with me
parasitic reminders
screaming
over and over
i didnt matter
Nov 30, 2014
Nov 30, 2014 at 8:44 PM UTC
i like the way you move
absorbing discarded sunbeams
like
the universe can't help but
acknowledge you
above your grin,
there's ferocious, burning, terrified intent
the sparkle in your eyes
Nov 30, 2014
Nov 30, 2014 at 8:42 PM UTC
since you told me what you
think about death,
the smell of apples,
and god
i want your
unevenly trimmed nails to brush
the back of my neck
as you scream secrets
without words
i want you to read me
understand without thinking
we could move together;
if i were strong, and
if i could show you,
you would see that
i pretend a gentle rhythm
possess a rough soul
i don't know yet what you hide
Nov 30, 2014
Nov 30, 2014 at 8:38 PM UTC