How much i hate goodbyes..
Oh love..
how do I explain to you..
Everytime you leave..
These tears don't listen to me...when I say to stop as they roll down the cheeks ..
Your leaving shadow makes my heart numb..
Feels like its stoping thereby.. asking you not to go...
But I know I should let you go..
'coz i know it's not true love if it stops your love from getting to their destiny..
Aug 14, 2019
Aug 14, 2019 at 1:56 PM UTC
Whenever I was stuck...
She was always there...
But when asked for help...
she would refuse to help and would always say,
"You are stuck 'coz u don't what's next..
So try until you know what's best...
and what step to do next.."
On her answers, I would get annoyed...
But now when I've grown up into a lady,I understand what she wanted me to teach...
She always wanted me to teach that,
No matter what... she'll always be there by my side..To support me and to guide..
But whatever things I will come across... I'll be the one...to handle them...
All alone... All by myself... ❤️
Aug 8, 2019
Aug 8, 2019 at 1:24 AM UTC
Is it normal
To not know where to go..??
Is it normal
Sometimes to lose control...??
Is it normal
Being reserved for yourself.??
Is it normal
Being such a mess.??
Is it normal
Being not perfect??
Is it normal
Sometimes to procrastinate??
Is it normal
To lose hope??
Is it normal
To stay all alone??
Is it normal
To close eyes along with the ears.. and not to see and hear what they do n say...??
Is it normal
Being child again.. living in the fantasy world .. believing magic and Fay again??
Is it normal
To run away.. when everything goes out of control??
Is it normal
Sometimes to hide your feelings and sometimes crying like babies??
Is it normal
Sometimes not to work by the plans??
Is it normal
Sometimes not to run parallel to the hands of the
clock??
Is it normal
To fall in love with the silent and endless nights more than the blissfull dawns...???
Is it normal
to love just who u are...!!!
Aug 8, 2019
Aug 8, 2019 at 1:11 AM UTC
Down in my soul...
Try to explore...
Things I was hiding and...
why I was pretending...
Darkness and darkness...
you will only find...
Hidden in the dark corners...
of my heart's closet...
When shall you explore...
Oh, my love...
My hidden secret...
Hope you will come and explore me one day...
Before I drown myself...
with the dark soul...
Aug 7, 2019
Aug 7, 2019 at 9:35 AM UTC
If only I could ask the Moon...
Is there someone waiting for me...on the other side of the road...
with those eager and desperate look in his eyes...
with the glim in his smiles...
to meet his half soul????
Aug 7, 2019
Aug 7, 2019 at 9:28 AM UTC
Nothing lies there in my heart..
It's all black and white..
No secrets hidden inside..
No envy stories to find..
But still sometimes, my heart makes noise...
I can find it mourning deep inside..
Innocence of sharing every feeling ..to everyone..
Pays me often times..
Innocence is not a boon ..But a curse sometimes..
Leaves my heart broken with a scar...
It gives a wicked smile..!
Mar 7, 2019
Mar 7, 2019 at 11:39 PM UTC
Everyone has to fall ..To rise again..
Everyone has to take the pain ..
To feel the ecstasy again..
Everyone has to get their heart broken.. to feel the love again..
Everyone has to fail...To guide and lead again..
Everyone has to live in despair.. to hope again..
Everyone has to live with the fears ..
to fight like a warrior again..
Everyone has to dim their light for some while..To shine again..
We cannot rise..Unless we fall..
We cannot succeed.. Unless we fail..
We reach at the top.. When we don't give up...
We get more courageous.. when we start to live with our own fears..
Life gives all of us a SECOND CHANCE.. to fall and rise again..
To taste the bitter and sour..
And then to enjoy the sweet at the end...
It all depends how we use it...
.... 'Coz some chances are like those four-leaf clovers...rarer and hard to find...!!!
Mar 7, 2019
Mar 7, 2019 at 12:04 PM UTC