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poisonedapple666
poisonedapple666
14/F Hii there! / 14 / / Lefty n proud / / Sagitarrius at the core / / Dubaian / / I write poems dealing with a vast range, from heartbreak to life experiences, and so on. /
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I'm more than alright Good and going Remembered your touch just once Maybe a few times Maybe more than often Or maybe in every heartbeat. So much it hurt painfully But when you've lost purpose Everything becomes bearable. Still stare at the mirror Imaging your dear reflection behind my own Walk right on in and I'm smiling Sudden pulsating turnaround And it's not you there - just empty space. But when no reflection seems beautiful enough Everything becomes bearable. So I continue staring into empty space At the plain coffee table, all alone Gorgeous eyes materialise before mine And a reassuring smile Whispers 'Told you I'd be back.' Instinctive fingertips reaching out Caress the cheek like I once used to But thin air is all it is Daydream is all it is Fooling visions and wishes Illusionary, yet so pretty You're there but you're really not. But when any exisiting thing Feels fake at the touch Everything becomes bearable. Still wonder about you in the afterlife How your ghost keeps coming back Perhaps you're in a better place now Perhaps you're not even real anymore. But when every coming day Passes by like a movie Everything becomes bearable. Crying to sleep each night Clutching tight old t-shirts and frames What went has gone for good But the past doesn't go away. Memories and nostalgia Nauseating yet addicting Adrenaline running high Then floods back down with regrets But when you've begun counting breaths Everything becomes bearable. They think I've gone crazy Smiling at what doesn't seem funny Addicted to what isn't very pleasant Talking to who doesn't really exist And it doesn't **** you It takes you. But when opinions stop counting No tear comes a surprise. When pain isn't a word in your dictionary Everything becomes bearable. Wasting away at tearfuls Vapourising at the flick of each bottle It isn't pain that has displaced my roots It's just you. But when sweet and bitter taste the same Everything becomes bearable. When you'd rather pause than see another day Everything becomes bearable.
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Nov 24, 2017
Nov 24, 2017 at 3:23 PM UTC
poisonedapple666
Bearable.
I'm more than alright Good and going Remembered your touch just once Maybe a few times Maybe more than often Or maybe in every heartbeat. So much it hurt painfully But when you've lost purpose Everything becomes bearable. Still stare at the mirror Imaging your dear reflection behind my own Walk right on in and I'm smiling Sudden pulsating turnaround And it's not you there - just empty space. But when no reflection seems beautiful enough Everything becomes bearable. So I continue staring into empty space At the plain coffee table, all alone Gorgeous eyes materialise before mine And a reassuring smile Whispers 'Told you I'd be back.' Instinctive fingertips reaching out Caress the cheek like I once used to But thin air is all it is Daydream is all it is Fooling visions and wishes Illusionary, yet so pretty You're there but you're really not. But when any exisiting thing Feels fake at the touch Everything becomes bearable. Still wonder about you in the afterlife How your ghost keeps coming back Perhaps you're in a better place now Perhaps you're not even real anymore. But when every coming day Passes by like a movie Everything becomes bearable. Crying to sleep each night Clutching tight old t-shirts and frames What went has gone for good But the past doesn't go away. Memories and nostalgia Nauseating yet addicting Adrenaline running high Then floods back down with regrets But when you've begun counting breaths Everything becomes bearable. They think I've gone crazy Smiling at what doesn't seem funny Addicted to what isn't very pleasant Talking to who doesn't really exist And it doesn't **** you It takes you. But when opinions stop counting No tear comes a surprise. When pain isn't a word in your dictionary Everything becomes bearable. Wasting away at tearfuls Vapourising at the flick of each bottle It isn't pain that has displaced my roots It's just you. But when sweet and bitter taste the same Everything becomes bearable. When you'd rather pause than see another day Everything becomes bearable.
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Eyes shut, still Sleeping silent, inhale exhale A poisoned blade lingers to the touch Goes deeper And deeper And deeper still Till Pain's unbearable Till Pain comes up to me Swirls in my head Wells my eyes up red Playfully runs down my veins And smirks at my face As if to say It's only just a matter of time Two more seconds and I'll go away Hush, another second and I'll leave you One second more, I swear Just one second more But Pain never leaves me alone. It rather continues Licks down my cheekbones Continues pressing kisses Down my jawline asleep only seconds ago No - that was centuries. Go away - I plead You deserve this - it sneers But my body is the only thing left to call my own. I continue staring Pain in the eye Take my soul and leave my body - I tell it So it smirks wider Runs the blade down deeper Seals my lips, won't let me scream Not a cry, not even a whimper But pierces down the **** deeper still. Deep enough to let each drop Embrace my tender flesh Every poisoned particle Fuses into my dying bloodstream. Pain descends into my body Absorbs into my nerves Flickers my eyes down shut Numbs the depths of my brain. It finally decides I've tortured you enough - Pain says So it casually stoops down To the last place remaining - my beating heart Say goodnight forever, honey Sleep well - it whispers to me And with one Just one chilling press Brings my beating heart To a standstill. Pain has robbed me of everything Soul and body My heartbeats too.
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Nov 24, 2017
Nov 24, 2017 at 3:10 PM UTC
poisonedapple666
Poisoned blade.
Eyes shut, still Sleeping silent, inhale exhale A poisoned blade lingers to the touch Goes deeper And deeper And deeper still Till Pain's unbearable Till Pain comes up to me Swirls in my head Wells my eyes up red Playfully runs down my veins And smirks at my face As if to say It's only just a matter of time Two more seconds and I'll go away Hush, another second and I'll leave you One second more, I swear Just one second more But Pain never leaves me alone. It rather continues Licks down my cheekbones Continues pressing kisses Down my jawline asleep only seconds ago No - that was centuries. Go away - I plead You deserve this - it sneers But my body is the only thing left to call my own. I continue staring Pain in the eye Take my soul and leave my body - I tell it So it smirks wider Runs the blade down deeper Seals my lips, won't let me scream Not a cry, not even a whimper But pierces down the **** deeper still. Deep enough to let each drop Embrace my tender flesh Every poisoned particle Fuses into my dying bloodstream. Pain descends into my body Absorbs into my nerves Flickers my eyes down shut Numbs the depths of my brain. It finally decides I've tortured you enough - Pain says So it casually stoops down To the last place remaining - my beating heart Say goodnight forever, honey Sleep well - it whispers to me And with one Just one chilling press Brings my beating heart To a standstill. Pain has robbed me of everything Soul and body My heartbeats too.
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Prickling sensation Sinking down at a corner Head lowered into palms Hair hiding tear stains But I can't look up anymore No, I can't face what I'll see. And I'm never at peace Even if it seems so Lying between ripped sheets and pillows Fragile back turned at you Keep calling my name out I'm never gonna turn around. My ears listen, mind doesn't I'm alive but dead at the same time Keep yelling out I'm worthless But I can't look back at you anymore No, I can't face what I'll see. Your sweet abuses, kicks, lashes and whips Leave new reminders on my skin each morning All they end up doing is make me beautiful. Them tight slaps across my shameful cheek I'll fall on both knees, but I'll be smiling. Cause it doesn't hurt the least bit No, it doesn't pain anymore Hit me over and over, I'll lose count someday This body went numb ages ago Heart forgot how to beat ages ago. Don't expect me to get up once I've fallen Trying to shield my eyes from the ruins I'm in I can't stand up and look around me No, I can't face what I'll see. I'm in love with taste of iron Deep in love with metal on skin Blades make the best of friends They're the only ones who understand. But while they're at work Inscribing lovely illustrations on my skin Sight of blood sends shivers down my back It reminds me I'm still alive. So I clench my eyes shut, tight And suffer in silence under the night sky. Too scared to look down at those messages The night and blade have left me No, I can't face what I'll see. I'm running away, hurting Keep sprinting into the dark But I'm slamming into dead ends These tunnels lead nowhere but to hell and you I'm stranded in your wicked maze till my last breath. The ceiling seems the only familiar sight So used to staring at it for hours now All mirrors lie to me You'll wince, best look away I'd rather be a coward, head bent low Congratulating myself having survived another day Can't look up to see the mess I've become No, I can't face what I'll see. I can't.
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Nov 24, 2017
Nov 24, 2017 at 2:59 PM UTC
poisonedapple666
I Can't.
Prickling sensation Sinking down at a corner Head lowered into palms Hair hiding tear stains But I can't look up anymore No, I can't face what I'll see. And I'm never at peace Even if it seems so Lying between ripped sheets and pillows Fragile back turned at you Keep calling my name out I'm never gonna turn around. My ears listen, mind doesn't I'm alive but dead at the same time Keep yelling out I'm worthless But I can't look back at you anymore No, I can't face what I'll see. Your sweet abuses, kicks, lashes and whips Leave new reminders on my skin each morning All they end up doing is make me beautiful. Them tight slaps across my shameful cheek I'll fall on both knees, but I'll be smiling. Cause it doesn't hurt the least bit No, it doesn't pain anymore Hit me over and over, I'll lose count someday This body went numb ages ago Heart forgot how to beat ages ago. Don't expect me to get up once I've fallen Trying to shield my eyes from the ruins I'm in I can't stand up and look around me No, I can't face what I'll see. I'm in love with taste of iron Deep in love with metal on skin Blades make the best of friends They're the only ones who understand. But while they're at work Inscribing lovely illustrations on my skin Sight of blood sends shivers down my back It reminds me I'm still alive. So I clench my eyes shut, tight And suffer in silence under the night sky. Too scared to look down at those messages The night and blade have left me No, I can't face what I'll see. I'm running away, hurting Keep sprinting into the dark But I'm slamming into dead ends These tunnels lead nowhere but to hell and you I'm stranded in your wicked maze till my last breath. The ceiling seems the only familiar sight So used to staring at it for hours now All mirrors lie to me You'll wince, best look away I'd rather be a coward, head bent low Congratulating myself having survived another day Can't look up to see the mess I've become No, I can't face what I'll see. I can't.
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