an ocean becomes so cold,
i see a huge land of icy feeling.
i can’t melt it for...ever,
i can’t even break it
to see my old ocean inside
and drown myself into,
because i promise,
i swear,
i will not break it twice.
Jan 7, 2018
Jan 7, 2018 at 12:57 AM UTC
i was living in an ocean,
sweet crowding around.
flowed away into a calm wave,
suddenly ramped in pain.
i told to an ocean,
i need an air.
tsunami of the ****** feeling,
broken me now in the mountain.
i saw an ocean cried inside,
spilled himself into a salty dejection.
i saw myself died inside,
killed by memorabilia.
i saw a sky above,
a clamorous silence.
i saw a pain will be relieved,
a lively hope came.
finally i could touch a sky,
but my feeling couldn’t.
finally i could run from an ocean,
but my feeling couldn’t.
“i won’t be drowned into an ocean again, forever.”,
i said.
“i want to be drowned into an ocean again, forever.”,
i wish.
and now,
i am faded
in a room
of no where.
Jan 7, 2018
Jan 7, 2018 at 12:14 AM UTC
because of you,
my soul is bluer than a sky;
deeper than an ocean.
Dec 3, 2017
Dec 3, 2017 at 5:24 AM UTC
saya mati dibuat matanya
dari awal jumpa pertama,
mata itu beda tatapnya
mata itu punya bisa ya, tuan?
buat jiwa mati rasa sedemikian rupanya.
mata itu buat rasa selalu berdalih,
sekalipun hamba tahu tatap bukan penuh maksud
tapi rasa terus berdalih,
semakin berdalih semakin tumbuh rasanya
imajinasi semakin keras kepala,
rasa makin liar
boleh mata buat hamba seorang tuan?
boleh, kah?
karna raga dimakan waktu,
tapi rasa tak habis-habis
saya lelah karna tatap itu,
saya mati.
Nov 25, 2017
Nov 25, 2017 at 6:27 AM UTC
and this night,
i declare to myself;
stop for taking care of fears;
stop for smiling on tears;
i stop for loving you, dear.
Oct 17, 2017
Oct 17, 2017 at 7:53 AM UTC
feelings grew up in a sad soul
feelings grew up and up
this painful feeling grew up, up, and up
i love you from the start
you break me from the start
Oct 17, 2017
Oct 17, 2017 at 7:49 AM UTC
how can i keep you here with me
if
i only have fears.
fear of starting our conversation;
fear of looking at your eyes more than a second;
fear of walking beside you.
fear of being rejected;
fear of being hurt;
fear of losing you.
Sep 21, 2017
Sep 21, 2017 at 1:43 AM UTC
you touch my fantasy
warm my soul up
kiss my mind
bite my heart
in no word
then leave.
Sep 20, 2017
Sep 20, 2017 at 3:21 AM UTC